LIFE SUCKS : Job

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

I got fired today. thats three jobs in last six weeks. Not my fault, store closing. my wife left me for a little person. My parents both beat me for the first 15 years of my life and I ran away. i have no education, and my car got repode last nite. I cant even afford a 40. I wont make rent on my own without my wife. I want this all to end. My herpes itches so bad i cant concentrate. I need new teeth because last year i got smashed in the face with a pipe when I was being mugged. I wear anti persprant and I still smell like a over ripe onion. I have a 2 inch you know what. I cant take this anymore.

Nobody Cares

I am a professional man. I am married to another man, but the state doesn't recognize our marriage. For fourteen years I would have argued with anyone who claimed he would mess around with anther guy. Then I found emails where he was talking with other guys about hooking up for sex. He says he didn't do it, but I don't know what to think. He keeps secrets from me and is very reserved about what he does when I am not around.

I took a new job so I wouldn't travel as much so I could be with him. He took a new job that lets him not work when I am working and works when I am not working. He has a lot of free time, but doesn't tell me much about what he is doing. I don't know if he is fucking around. If he is I can't stop him. It's so available.

My new job has me working 10 hour days five days a week and several hours on Saturday and Sunday. (no extra pay) from problems that started because of the person in the position before me.

I have two kids, both adults, who seem to mostly contact me when they want something and they come by at Christmas to get gfts. They live in another state.

I don't want to live without my husband, but I don't want to live the way things are either. When I try to talk about things he gets mad. I dont know how to do anything else.

Life sucks, but not in a good way. I don't know how much longer it can go as it is. Too many things are fucked up at the same time.

cheap bosses

I work for the two cheapest men alive. They hire shitty employees for dirt cheap that screw up and we then have to hire expensive workers to fix the problem. i never get taken to lunch (even though the bill is always reimbursed by whatever job they are working on) i make a meager 350 a week while they pocket 1100 fixed rate. i work by the hour and when it gets slow they ask me to leave. well since i make the least amount of money in the company but do the most work this doesnt make sense. i run the office (by myself) answer phone calls, emails, invoicing, estimates, payroll, accounting, bank related bull. And i get the short end of the stick. i have never met anyone in my life like these two. i feel trapped, and actually just want to take a nap im soo bored, but on the other hand i can watch tv when they are not around lol.

It just fucking sucks now

A year ago I had a great job working abroad. I'm from the UK originally, but this job had me travelling all over the Caribbean and every exotic location you can imagine. It all went wrong in late 2011, when I had a bout of depression that meant I got sent home. I fucking hate myself for it. This forced me to move in back in with my parents at 25 yrs old, with no suddenly no money and no immediate job prospects. I lost money, my independence and my self-respect. Every day turned into a pit of palpaple emotional agony and loathsome disappointment, and I ended up on a lot of random prescription drugs to help me sleep and keep calm. What's more, I see photos of former colleagues enjoying themselves in these wonderful places and I feel sooo angry at my self and the situation. This anger turns into intense frustration, as I would like to return but I am barred from doing so by medical professionals... I just want my fucking job back, but somehow the medical professionals feel it would be 'best' if I struggled a little longer back home! This only adds to the distress. I had a great job and fucked it up.

I think that life can be such a F***KING BITCH, and I sometimes wonder if I could ever bring a child into the world knowing the INEVITABLE intense pain/rejection/heatache they will have to endure at some point. Why put someone through that? It just seems selfish and immoral! I see these pictures of newborn babies and their gleeful parents and think: 'you ...

life sucks big time

life is very unfair. i get yelled by my boss many times. i want to leave the job but cannot due to compulsion. in line for promotion but not sure when. feel like a victim of racism and jealousy. no free time for myself. totally stressed out and suffwering frm hypertension. feel like a rat trapped in a cage. looks like death is approaching soon. fed up of my life. feel frustrated and helpless. regret that i always make wrong decisions. dont have faith in myself and afraid to make decisions. feel like a loser. keep falling each time i try to get back on track. not able to achieve anything in life. feel like a total waste and a burden to this earth. trying to change my thoughts but unable to do so. no control over my thoughts. always living in fear. no sense of belonging. alien in a foreign land.

Deadend

27 year in old male hear working a dead end job making minimum wage for a multi billion dollar company. Have no interest in any collage program nor can I afford it. My buddies are all either married or getting married. There old ladies don't want me at the wedding because I'll just get hammered and make an ass of my self. I dated a girl for 4 years she left me when I was 24 went out and banged some hoodie from the bar and she gave me the herp. Guess I should have just kept my dick in my pants. Still living with parents with no money can't and probly won't find a girl. Starting to lose my hair witch is pretty depression. I'm banging a 47 year old chick from off the Internet and trust me it's not a pretty sight. Everyday I have to go to this stupid job just kills me more and more. Have looked for others jobs but nothing out there. Called in sick to work today because if I were to see my boss id slap him in the face. I'm a hard worker and do a good job at anything I do but this billion dollar company is treating me like a bag of shit paying me like a slave can't afford anything or to move out.

What's the point

I am a 25 male from Canada. I have a bachelor's degree and I just applied for my masters. But come to think of it I figure why should i even bother? My bachelor's degree did nothing but burn up a 40,000 debt and lead me to a shitty receptionist job in a unionized environment. I am working under a bunch of idiots who can't seem to get the most simple process right. So when I work to correct a process my boss takes credit for it. I've tried getting my Union to help but they're all employees of the Uni who don't give 2 sh**s about my problems. I am almost 300 lbs and I can't seem to loose any weight (I've spent the last 3 months in the gym eating rabit food) which is super frustrating because girl's don't want some fat guy, no matter how smart and articulate you are. I dated a girl for 4 years, and she ended up cheating on me with a rig pig. This world promotes idiots and holds back intellectuals. Seriously, being smart in this day and age is disastrous for your mental health. I hate the current affairs of my life, my country and the world. I would just kill myself if I didn't have my mom, but I know once she's gone I will have no reason to hold back. It's a cruel world.

Can't get a break

I'm 24 years old, single, have a college degree, and a stupid lame part time job which I'm way overqualified for, plus living with my parents. I've had interviews for jobs related to my degree, but no matter how well I do someone else is always selected. I used to believe if I have faith, something will come around. I don't believe that bullshit anymore. I just wanna quit my faith and wish I was dead. It's been almost 3 years since I got my degree and it's not getting me anywhere. Plus virtually all women around my age in this area either have kids or smoke and I don't want to date anyone like that. I feel there's just no use believing god will provide for me what's right anymore.

Hello!

I'm not one to complain and I'm pretty easygoing- so this is the most primal side of me that I'm choosing to share. I'm a hard worker and people take advantage- making only minimum wage. I owe $700 to a roommate (half of my tuition- other half paid myself) for my CNA classes. My aunt let me borrow her truck to go to school. I had the second highest average academically, yet my performance anxiety made me lose focus so much to where common sense tasks like cleaning dentures became a challenge. I dreaded the people watching me. I had a change of heart and I abandoned the notion I'd ever become a CNA because of the stress I felt. I don't have the slightest clue what to do with my life now...I know I'm smart enough to surpass fast food- but I'm at a point where I'm too lazy to pursue anything. I wouldn't ever work if I didn't have to, honestly. I get depressed that I have to. I don't like interacting with people much, never have. The person I love has Crohn's disease, and although I will never abandon him- I truly love him...he has no job, and I'm not sure if he'll be on disability one day or whether I'll be stuck taking on the brunt of things for us. Dishes, laundry, groceries, rent (let's not forget). I no longer have my aunt's truck-the leaf spring got damaged so it's totaled due to aging. I must take the trolley to work- I'm only getting 20hrs. max right now. I'm living with my sister in a trailer in the trashiest ghetto town imaginable, and I've been given until May to move out because she's moving away for school purposes. I fear moving...I don't know how I'll afford my own place- and I'm very angry about that. I hate that this world revolves around money and greed. I hate minimum wage. Job description barely matters- I work harder than most all of my employees and I probably won't ever receive any recognition. I especially dislike all of the pressures I'm facing- it's a drag.

:(

Well I'm a 20 year old girl and my mom just died 2 months ago from multiple sclerosis. She was living in a nursing home for 2 years and the stupid doctors couldn't even give me a cause of death because it seemed so sudden to me. I tried to switch her to a different nursing home since she was unhappy, had, bedsores and couldn't walk. Nobody cares all the friends I thought were there for me stopped calling to ask how I was. My dad left me and my mom 6 years ago after beating me up my whole life. He has a girlfriend now and takes a strong interest in her kids. His family doesn't talk to me and I never liked them I always felt like the black sheep. Now I am struggling working two jobs and trying to go back to college and I feel like I can't even get accepted anywhere because I don't even know where to start. I have a piece of crap car, and everything sucks. My best friend got her mommy and daddy to buy her a nice car and I'm always left in the dirt even though I always try my best to make others happy. I'm dating a great older guy but everyone talks shit. People leave notes and my job harassing me and saying crazy lies. I don't know what to do anymore I feel totally out of it!!!!!! Sometimes I want to die.

feeling bad

i work in this place and they took on a load of new staff. theres this one guy who can really irritate people and acts weird a lot of the time but obviously we all get on with it because teres no other choice.
one day after a 7 and a half hour shift - during which there was all sorts of banter and shit being said to everyone and by everyoone whilst polishing cutlery, as a joke and a mess around, we werent being serious - i posted something on a social networking site about him. it was meant as an extention of what had been happening earlier in the night but people from work have seen it and informed a manager.
i removed the post as soon as i found out so as not to cause any more problems but im now due to have a meeting with the manager and theyre having a full staff meeting about it and i feel really mixed up about it all. ive never done anything like it before becasue i kknow what problems it causes and only did it this time because it was part of the joke. im so worried that people at work are going to behave differently to me - ive never been in trouble before and im a genuinely good person - and that its going to be blown out of proportion.
i was only asked a week ago if i was intrested in being promoted to supervisor too so i dont want to forfit this opportunity over such a silly mistake. the words of the manager were 'I will have to discuss this further with yourself and [person involved]. [place of work] does not tollerate Bullying in the work place and I will let you know when we will meet'.
at such a loose end, any words?

FML

My life sucks. My birthday is in a few days and I'm turning 25. A quarter of a century and yet I havent achieve anything in my life. Yeah, I got my degree but I cannot find a good job. Six interviews and still no job. Stuck right now at a retail job for four years going on five years....and gets pay few cents above minimum wage. All my friends either found a good job or have started their family already. And me?...stuck with nothing. I have an older sister who is two years older than me and makes triple what I make in an hr. Throughout my whole life, she's always better than me in everything. Everyone always like her more than me. I know even my parents are proud to have her as a daughter but me on the other hand, no one ever notice me. I'm always on the bottom. I have a bf who I've been with for three years. He isn't helping me much either, gamble all my saving... Now I only have a few hundred in my account. Every day I drag myself to my shitty job and have people shop there look down on me because it is a damn retail job. They probably think I have no education but the truth is I have a bachalor degree. But so what?... I'm still a loser because I'm stuck working there...

Right now I'm in my room at my parent's basement, listening to music and wondering what I'm going to do with my sad life.

Stuck

I'm a 30 year old who's had it pretty easy for most of her life. I chose a career that was completely inconsistent with what my family did, but it was my dream career and fortunately I was able to study it. But after 7 years of trying to make things work, my career failed. I was subjected to constant criticism from my parents for my inability to find steady work, consisting of them telling me that how I've actually never wanted to work or how I've never done enough. After 7 years of rejections from possible employers, that's just not what you need o hear. I was forced to take a job with my mother, a job I've never wanted, not just because I don't want to have my mother as my boss. The job isn't hard, I get along great with everybody, but I can't stand it. I have to do thing that bore me to death or that I don't like, and I'm expected to do everything with a smile. I'm crushed. Sometimes I feel like I have acid in my lungs. I'm constantly being reminded of what an ungrateful child I am, only I'll soon be 31, I have no savings, nothing of my own, and since I live with my mother (because I can't afford my own place), I have no say in anything. My father says I feel this way because I haven't accepted that this is what I have to do and that I basically have to suck it up. I can't quit my job because I haven't been able to find an alternative. And I feel like no one is even making an effort to see things from my perspective or at the very least consider how all of this makes me feel. I don't know what to do.

over it

I am a 25 year old bank teller. I hate my job and want to quit so bad. i am a recent college graduate and i have no idea whats next in life. TO ADD INSULT i live at home in the same room that i grew up in. Feeling pathetic

You don't know but my life does suck

I am a 31 year old male living in London and running my own company in the heart of the city. I make ok money compare to average people and even more than some people working in Bank and financial industry. But I am not happy at all.

I've got huge pressure on me - my clients are all like too demanding and sometimes I just feel like ignoring them but I can't. I have to put up a fake mask and pretend a fake posh accent everyday. I am loosing myself inside. I don't know who I am and who I wanted to be.

Although in the 'creative' business, all I do day in day out is either facing demanding clients or sitting in front of my computer working on projects that I don't believe in. I've got no social life at all. Let alone close friends who I can talk about my issues.

I so wanted to get away from this and start it all overall again with a more adventurous life. But I can't I am married and have responsibility on me. My family has a high-hope for me to be the first successful person from the family but I feel strong sense of failure inside.

Does it ever get better?

Bad enough I work long hours at a hard job. I got cussed out twice last week on the job, and I just have to "be professional". (In other words, smile and take it.) But I only get paid once a month. Yes, I haven't been paid since Feb. 10th. I was supposed to get paid last Friday but they "ran out of checks". I keep asking when I'll get paid again. The girl who writes the checks implied that it was because I hadn't done my job well enough! She's "too busy with HER job" to figure out my check. But officially, they keep telling me "tomorrow"... I work six days a week doing all the work no one else wants to do for the company. I'm broke and need to pay my bills. I had to borrow money to make my car payment for fear they would repo it. Now everyone has gone to a "conference" in another state where they will spend the rest of the week partying and having fun while I do all their work. Then, this evening, the neighbor's dog bit me. Turns out he hasn't had his vaccinations. I suppose that means I have to take all those shots. Can't afford any time off work, we don't get sick leave. Doesn't it ever get easier?

Life's a b***** and then you die

I served five years in the army, and I've got a bad back and bad knee. Since getting out my ex wife divorced me, I've had trouble getting a good job. Ive had a couple no where no pay jobs. I've got a girl that is going to leave me. My father is dying with cancer. I've been spending all my disabilty check on a hotel to have a place to sleep. I never wanted too much, just a piece of land and a roof, a good woman to love and be loved by. I'm turning 29 this year and I've got nothing to show for it. I've never wronged anybody and I've done everything I can to always be honest, loyal and be the best person I can be, but life is just been too much. At this point I'd give anything to find a woman that I could lean on her shoulder and just let it all out, but that's not happened. I've always been a hopeless romantic, and I've always thought with my heart first, I'm loyal, and honest to a fault. And yet I've been taken advantage of, cheated on and lied to. I'm begging to think that there's someone for everyone except me.

I hate teaching

I guess my story is not so sad as the other ones in here but nevertheless I still feel sad for some reason. Im currently teaching three programming languages and I know 6 to 7 prg languages and all these prg languages have different syntaxes and I get confused with all these different notations some times. Today in one of my classes I was teaching a concept of arrays and stuff and I was talking about how to add elements to the array. I typed in the wrong syntax and then realized that this prg language doesnt use that syntax and immediately corrected it and showed the right way of doing it to the students. But in those few mins, two of the students were giggling and talking about how i dont know stuff and later two other students just walked out of the class. I feel bad and embarrassed because of that. One mistake doesnt mean that Im always wrong and dont know stuff. I dont know why but I kinda feel horrible right now. I dont like teaching. And I hate when people talk about me behind my back or assume something that is not true. I have to teach and cant skip that for at least a year from now. And Im seriously worried about how Im going to teach if the students react this way.

m dissapointed wit life

I have perfect life on the face of it. i was always the school and college topper, extremely bright and promising. went to law school and today have the best job in law of my country. it pays me loads. i had a bf during law school- the perfect guy who loved me for who i am and what i am. because of my job we had to be in a long distance relationship and things began to fall apart. now he dznt want to meet me he hates me literally and abuses me at the drop of a hat.. i have money and the job which r meaningless to me.. i am unhappy and lonely.. i was never a very social person .. i have no friends and my parents dun live in the same town.. i work 14 hrs a day on a high stress job and have to cme bk to an empty home with no hope for life..i m tired of life and dun wana live any more.. i dun wan nethin frm life..nthin at all... i think i m severly depressed and wil do nethin to regain my happiness in life...

i think my sucks because it looks perfect but is far far from it.. i am very unhapy

Life is broken

I'm a police officer for a city in the Mid-West. I sometimes pray that I get shot to death on the job so it looks more noble then taking my own life. Life isn't fair, Only the douche bags and the rich wealthy silver spooners make it in life. It's rare that someone can pull themselves from nothing and become something. I deal with everyone shit on a daily basis, apparently I'm not a human being capable of emotions, apparently I don't have a family, Apparently I don't know what its like when it comes to personal issues, I guess I'm just a robot that serves only one function and that's to arrest and beat people. I'm grateful if I get a smile from someone, it really means a lot. No I don't get a special glee out of arresting you, I'd rather let you go, no I don't like writing you tickets, no I don't like having to hurt you, but you put me in those positions. Don't yell at me, I don't have control over your actions, and no it's not my fault. I see so much pain and poverty everyday that it makes me think everyday life is not worth living. Yeah so, at least you get to go home after every day. Home? What home? My house hasn't been a "home" in over 10 years. My wife is gone, my kids too. MY parents are dead and my best friends as well. I can't remember the last time I've been "home"

Hear my plee. If I'm being an ass, I might just be one, but most of the time it's because I just fished a girls body out of a river, or I just dealt with a nasty situation. Please give me the benefit of the doubt. Please, just respect me and I'll respect you.