|Posted by anonymous at May 26, 2012|
I would tell you a deep, emotional story about how hard my life has been. What would that do? Get a me a sympathy vote? I've moved past that. You can vent a million times but no matter what, it doesn't the fact that life fucking sucks. Just becausse you vent, does that mean that everything will magically turn better? No. And, if it does, 9 times out of 10, everything will go back to shit in a blink. The human existence has become worthless. People are born everyday. Why would I matter when I die? I don't. No matter what I do, I will be forgotten. At this point, I see no reason for me ever being born. So, I could have a few moments of illusioned happiness? And the very next day just come back into that pit of depression? I don't want to live anymore. I do not want to feel anymore.
|Posted by anonymous at May 25, 2012|
I feel life is numb. And when it isn't boring and meaningless, you get an illusion that it is meaningful.And those are what people call happy moments. Those illusions in forms of art, progress and advancing... Since happiness comes only at times, at moments. And when that moment passes, what are you left with? Morality doesn't exist. It's only social pressure. You have to be around other people because then you exist. If you are not around others and they do not accept you, it's like not excepting your existence, so what is the point? I am at least grateful to have my health... Nihilism I guess. No moral in this world. You know? You are in a social relationship with a group of people and by being surrounded by them, you just act according to whatever is "right" for that group. But if you go out of that group and go to another one, where there are other things considered moral and those that are not, you can adapt. So I think life is a lie. Just being meant to feel pain or live an illusion.
Don't judge, you are just as fucked up as I am. I'm open to other opinions. Shed some light on me. I will take into consideration whatever you tell me. Because if this goes on I think I will snap at one moment. Other people will continue with their lives so it doesn't really matter.
|Posted by anonymous at May 23, 2012|
You know there are problems in the world when there is a whole webpage dedicated to life sucking. Wow. I googled "life sucks" as I didn't have a good day today and I was amazed to find this website. There are many themes to the posts on this website. Bad childhoods, no friends, no love, loneliness, ugly, tired, worthless, etc. So what's a depressed-life-sucking person to do? Well one thing depressed individuals lack is motivation, so doing anything to change your life is difficult. Changing is a hard thing to accomplish. You can google that too. "How to Change" or "Finding the Meaning of Life" Then you get these 20 step webpages on how to change or find a purpose. It's discouraging. A solution to a problem should be easy. Here are some one step ideas.
Lonely? Try on-line dating. Even if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Meeting someone online that enjoys you for you, will help build your confidence (and then this will in turn strengthen your relationships with others in the real world as we all know, confidence is sexy).
Join a bookclub to make new friends. People that join bookclubs do it to make friends, if they were just interested in reading books, they would just read books by themselves.
Bad Childhood? You can't undo the past so tell your parents/siblings how they hurt you. Tell them you are disappointed. You might be surprised to hear that they are sorry (happened with me, and I now have a fantastic relation...
|Posted by jay-c at May 21, 2012|
I'm 18, I went to school, did all things a normal kid did, played with friends, went to the cinema, bowling, family occasions, i've had girlfriend, i've got amazing friends, a big family, i've got a house, tv in my room, playstation ,laptop, sky subscription, i've got a job, and i'm studying at college. But i hate my life.
I hate my life, because this world is absolutely ruined. People killing each other over religion, RELIGION, something that cannot even be scientifically proven, and is most likely not even true. Kids are being judged by exams results, instead of their personalities and performance in the work place. Rich people have to pay less for things, poor people get nothing. Racism is still part of everyday life, people are judged by their appearance, WE HAVE TO PAY TO BE EDUCATED, teachers don't even teach because they want to provide others with knowledge and opportunity, they teach because it's a job and just want the money. World leaders and constantly being slated, they can't do anything right, because no matter what they say or do, someone, somewhere isn't going to agree. Kids are so fake these days, girls in particular, they think beauty is orange skin, bright blonde hair, massive tits, and they act like complete sluts to try and get a boyfriend, and then they moan about not finding true love. If you don't respect yourself, then who else will. Boys think that having a massive dick, being ripped, smoking, getting tattoo's, playing the hard man is wh...
|Posted by bobby hammer at May 20, 2012|
Why do we live in such a hateful world? why society why so much hate towards each other if at the end of the day every human being is going to die so why we live in such a fuck up world???????? My life is pretty suck i'm a college student that has 4 years in a 2 in half year community college. i have no friends whatsoever i try to talk to girls but when i talk to them i i get nervous for some sort of reason specially if the girl is really pretty. Lost my virginity to a escort at the age of 18 never had a girlfriend family thinks i'm gay cause never seen me bring a girl home bully all the way trew middle school no self steem what so ever I just think about dead everyday cause i hate my life i just say to myself one day it will all be over here for me on earth
|Posted by Pseudonymous Secret Unknown at May 19, 2012|
This is not my life but a life exposed to many American children and many other children and their families across the world. The world has stooped to a level lower then anyone can imagine so low that more people each and every year are reduced to living on the streets and reduced to stealing to provide for their familes to live. As an American I believe that we as a living community can promote justice around the world to stop whatever ruins our live and the live of our children and our children's children to stop them from becoming sluts and thugs and bums that are taking drugs for no reason at all. The television show that are brodcasted to every paying televison costomer such as degrassi,pregnant in heels, jersey shore, and may other television shows are ruining the youth of this generation by promoting sex, drugs and violance into the minds of kid, teens and young adults alike and making them think its okay for them to live like that. Do you really want your children to live like that and if you are a child (ranking from anyone who's old enough to read and understand what im saying) do you really want to grow up like this, in a world where hundreds of people get murdered on the streets daily and people sell illegal drugs to make a quick buck and many other horrable things? I believe we as a community of people not just of my country of America but of every country through out the world can see to it that our beloved people of the earth shall not perish with the thoug...
|Posted by Lerato at May 15, 2012|
I have tears in my eyes.... God Loves us all and I pray that people realize that spiritual warfare exists in our lives..... Ofcourse the devil wants us to belive that God doesn't love us (Big Lie).... We must be smarter than that and stronger and fight the good fight with Jesus on our side.
I want to go to heaven and will make it a point to save as many souls as I can. (hahahahaha, the devil is shivering as I say this- he hates it)
- Life doesn't suck (God created us to have a good life) It's the enermy who makes life seem so difficult and painful.
In the name of Jesus, we shall have power and defeat the enermy!!
P.S : Remember that God Loves us so much that he gave his only son Jesus to save us and give us power - (Yes, we have the power... all of us)
I love you guys.
|Posted by Breathe at May 14, 2012|
Suicide is not an answer. I know it may seem like it at the time but trust me its not. You have no idea how much it affect the people who love you and care about you. I have tried and i know people who have tried but I realized nothing is ever so bad to the point when you have to take your own life. If it seems like that then you know it will only get better. I regret it and I don't ever want to go back into that state of mind. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE right? It's everywhere. But what does it mean to you? The more pain you go through it helps you realize the better things in life and how special the littlest things can be. People take the most important things for granted. You don't realize that you are already extremely lucky. That you aren't worried about dying the next day from a life threatening disease. You can wake up one morning and listen to your favorite song or look at the beautiful flowers outside. Please don't throw it all away. You're so lucky. Tell your parents you love them every day because you never know when it could be the last time you can say it. Answer your phone with a smile and look at the positive in your life because there is so much to smile about. Please, think before you do or say something because you can lead someone to their death. No one deserves to die. Enjoy the days you have because life is way to short. People love you and care about you. Live once and do it right.
|Posted by anonymous at May 13, 2012|
I have crazy thoughts everyday ,Im in a really dark place most of the time.. wondering what would happen if i did certain things or i'm always picturing in my head some of the crazy things i would do. I am depressed and i have bi-polar disorder. Having a domestic violent relationship, ive been physically and emotionally abused, I was kicked out my own home at the age of 15, having an abortion which no one knows about i had to go through it alone at 16, I have all these secrets that nobody knows about. My mum has depression and i have had to put up with it for many years I dont have a dad, I have no family apart from my mum and sister, my mum has overdosed on tablets to try to kill herself, I have self harmed myself so many times and i cry myself to sleep most nights thinking what a crap life i have, never had a single damn penny growing up! i know i should be so grateful for my life after everything my mum has struggled to bring me and my sister up alone, but i feel so worthless and so unhappy, I literally have no friends, or nobody to talk to, I don't go out and enjoy myself or have fun like any other 18 year old teenager!. I have a job which i work only once or twice a week, there is nothing out there for me I keep looking and searching for a full time job,
I just dont even know what to do with myself!! I think should i just get pregnant and stay at home, become a full time mum? Love and cherish my kids give them a good upbringing like i never had?! Atleast then I h...
|Posted by anonymous at May 13, 2012|
From what I'm seeing, many people are complaining bout getting hurt, or those physical things. Have you ever been through the pain of loosing ur dad at the age of 12, and regret every single way that u treated him, even if it's the most little thing. Then having to move across the country because ur mom can't afford the house, so you'll have to live with ur cousins. You loose all ur close friends,and love ones. you had to say goodbye to them all with a fake smile on ur face to hide all ur tears.You've never dared to be loud and talk normally at ur new house because one of your cousins sleep all the time, and would yell at u if ur laughing with ur friend on ur phone at 3:00 in the afternoon. And have to live in a house that is always 16 degrees in the winter. A house that doesnt feel like a home. At ur new school you couldn't make any new friends that can even compare to ur old ones, because the areas u live in is so much more different than the area u used to live in. All the friends that u make can only joke around and study with u. Not one of them can have a true, deep talk with you. You look around every where and see people smiling, dating, and having many friends. But ur just there, all alone. You go on facebook, and see many people posting about their love problems, and how stupid their parents are. you wish u could be them, just having those problems. You realize how good ur life was in the past. All u had to worry about was friends trying to date ur boyfriend, and...
|Posted by anonymous at May 13, 2012|
27 year old mannish boy. I grew up with parents who i can best describe as "nomadic". I've lived in pretty much every country in the world..Russia, Korea, Brazil, Japan, Thailand, U.S., many places in Europe... i've never had stability. One or the other parent was in and out constantly, it was only me and my little sister that were always "stuck together". Financially we were P-O-O-R!! i guess the worst part is asian mothers don't hug or say "i love you" to their kids. she adored me over my sister, she got fucked over and now she's ugly and fat and more lonely than me..
I had to learn many different languages, lose friends every time you moved, and
I remember my mom said this to me when i was growing up " tyler you will have to endure a lonely life, its a lonely course and just handle it.." i swear those words haunt me till this day..indirectly cursed me..
I fell in love at 25. To a beautiful girl. We broke up after 1.5 years. I can't do anything but feel like ( in complete shock still..) what is there to live for? i still haven't found what i truly want in life or whatever they call it "passion". I was happy with her, but people change...
Does anyone just want to "be"??? not worry about finding love, work, money or family... im saying, who wants all this "stuff" like materialism and relationships..(because none of it really lasts..nothing is permanent)
i want to wake up somewhere tropical, with a mild wind blowing gently into my w...
|Posted by Horse Doc at May 12, 2012|
Does America really need another miserable doctor? One that won't prescribe opiates even if s/he believes their patient is truly in pain? One that spends 6 hours a day doing Insurance/HMO/Medicare paperwork, in addition to the 8 hours spent seeing patients?
I think not.
I was miserable, my co-workers were miserable, I had no reason to believe that this state of misery would change any time soon.
I had a rare day off from my residency program, and tried to relax by doing some stream fishing. Well, those few hours fishing did little to relieve me, but I did and up making a startling revelation while traversing the riverbanks, but it would take a day before I realized what it was.
I followed the stream where it went under a bridge. Under the bridge were two homeless fellows, drinking some rot gut whiskey. I joked with these guys while I fished through the area they were calling home. I finished my day off fishing and went back home--dreading the next day back at the hospital.
It was early the next day back at work that I realized an important life lesson--so clearly & obviously demonstrated to me.
The two homeless guys were dirt poor, probably mentally ill, likely alcoholics, BUT THEY WERE HAPPY ! ??
My coworkers at the hospital were well educated, rich (by most people's standards) and some of the most miserables SOBs in the world.
My revelation was that although I did NOT envy the homeless men's l...
|Posted by anonymous at May 4, 2012|
Love? Hate? Life?
Who the fuck knows.. really. Like think about it, You're born, you grow up, you learn, you hurt, you smile, you laugh, you sigh, you live, you learn and then you die. WOW! Einstien aint got shit on me. lol (Is that how his names spelt?) Argh fuck it. Whatever. Back to my point, or should i say where im getting to. Basically sweethearts LIFE is a fucking CUNT and so are half the people in the world,ok, maybe three thirds of people in the world. ONLY leaving a cool quarter of those that are at least half decent. So really as cliche as this may sound, i think really what we need to do as "hurting people" (for those of us who are) is to try and be positive. Look at the brighter sides of things. i.e. you say your a loner, well what have you learnt in your time/s or being alone hun? About yourself and/or people? Life? Take that and use it positively. Breed something beautiful sweethearts instead of something ugly stemed from a place of hurt, hate, anger, frustration, pain, shame, lack of whatever, etc etc. Yeah i know "easier said than done". BUT i REALLY believe in this way of self counselling. I hurt too, just as bad, just as stronger. But im STILL fucking here as much as i hate that. But hey, here i am. I suppose after faillng on two occasions in over doses and because i dont have the guts to blow my brains out or jump off a cliff, etc etc. I gave up on the notion of killing myself. And therefore thought well, when its my time its my time. So until then...
|Posted by anonymous at May 3, 2012|
Life sucks because there is a god and she is a giant gaping cunt that spews us all out into existence because she couldn't stand being alone in the universe. This is why women are such attention whores, they are direct descendants to the mother cunt while we are supposed to be positively charged so we can deal with their cunting. We can only deal with it up to a point and each of us has his breaking point, that's why men invent things to get our minds off how retarded existence truly is (alcohol being one of the greatest inventions the monks could conjure for us). There is no point to it, that's what led Jim Morrison to write: "Into this house we're born, into this world we're thrown, like a dog without a bone an actor out alone, Riders on the storm."
The best thing you can do is watch the movie Fight Club again and really get it this time. Our lives are meaningless, only we can put meaning in it. Women come pre-born with their meaning which is to pump out a unit into the world whenever they can is programmed into them. Seeking to destroy our lives is a side job to them - they don't mean it - just can't help it and don't even realize they're doing it (just like god herself). It's supposed to make you crazy enough that you finally say "I've had enough of these cunts, they're vampires that exist to suck the life and seed out of me then seek capital as a means to perpetuate their behavior on my dime."
Throw yourself into any creative avenue you can because it ...
|Posted by Jake Mittens at April 30, 2012|
I used tho think money is not important and happiness can be easy to get without it. I was wrong this world is a big social facebook social business world. money is the language to be part of this world. Or you be homeless and end up in homeless shelters, streets, or in jail. Money is only way to get food, water, shelter, clothing,etc. Money is power. Money is power over goods and services of this world. It is our lifeline in this world. Without it we be scrambling around to get it for our survival for air. Many governments, polititians, boards, military, businesses, actors/actresses, athletes, hospitals, doctors, police, construction store baggers, maintence workers, everyone including u and me need money or we be nowhere in life. Some have so much and many have average and most are dirt poor and will try in desperation to get it anyway possible. By lottery or casino, go to college, go pan handle, go start a new business, find job openings, or sell drugs or prostitute or other items, or scamming people or rob or even kill people etc. Money$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ is the TRUE illumanti of life.... people ignore the power or don't see it.. like I Do... it was given power ancient times when bartering became hard with just items and so government/kings/nobles gave power to paper and money is created... if u had lot of it u are wealthy and happy.... and other side if u have too little to nothing u are stressed and u will be short lived and try to find ways to get more to re...
|Posted by anonymous at April 30, 2012|
well..here is another life story. 16 yrs old seems like a long time, ever since i can remember..ive been... unusual,(that weird kid) i dont know what it was growing up..the fact that im 6"4. or maybe really fat. who knows but i was never accepted by kids. i didn't let it get me to down just kept going to school every day. i always hated it. failed my classes i was very unintelligent. if it wasn't for the spell check you would be seeing as you read this long story.lol. kids got worse around 7th grade. thats when puberty was hitting everyone hard i guess. lines were drawn on who were the "popular kids"..and the losers..(me)..i got bullied hard,
i dont even know why? i was at least 4inc taller than most of em.. i didnt put up much of a fight. being raised as a hardcore christian, i was more like a giant teddy bear than a huge fighter.. i never did make friends...just sat through my classes each day every day.. come high school i found that one friend. and who would o thunk he was a "popular kid" so just like that i got into the group?
but i didnt know why they were " the popular kid" how they got all the chicks
seems like they were praised by everyone even the cool teachers.then i took a good long look at it they were huge rebels, ya pot smokers, crime, doing what ever they want basically. being raised a good christian kid i despised that, but.. they were the only friends i got? so about mid way through freshman year.they turned on me..said i should just kill m...
|Posted by anonymous at April 30, 2012|
I just want to say that I feel all of your pains. I hear that some people says....Life is what you make it. I think not, I think that some people can't handle when things get out of control, and they just can't handle it, no matter how hard they try. There are things that we just doesn't have control over and its not because you're weak. Never mind some ungrateful comments people leave here as if they don't no you a tall and they don't know your feeling nor never walked in your shoes. God loves you, and would never put anything on you that you can't never handle. I have problems as well, and I can say that I deeply know your issues and pains. If only I had a magic little stick and could wave it across the world to help people pain and problems go away I will but only God have that kind of power and he will make a way for you all. I don't know you all but I love you all and leaving a nasty comment like some people does, by all means if that makes you feel better go ahead, as it won't hurt at all but I will forgive your nasty comments because I know you probably don't know any better....God bless each and everyone of you and I wish you all the best.....Take care of yourselves
|Posted by poopenfriegen2036 at April 29, 2012|
This site is useful because it helps you remember that everyone is going through difficult shit. But face it everyones life is hard and shitty. No one has a life they think is easy, even rich people. Everyone adjusts to their situation. People in Africa dying of AIDS would be happy to be in your shoes. How many of you are happy in real life but just exaggerate how bad things are here because it makes you feel better and you want pity? Everyone has problems. So tell me, how do other people perceive you? Do you think they know how depressed you are? Or do you think you hide it pretty well?
|Posted by WTF at April 28, 2012|
Once you start posting messages on a website called "life sucks big time," I think it's fair to say your life is really in the shithole. Unfortunately, this particular life happens to be mine.
I'm a 21 year old male, have dropped out of college twice, am gay, never been in a relationship, the few friends that I have don't really care about me all that much - it's not like they hate me or anything, they're just indifferent. I'm living with my ultra-conservative Catholic parents, and I have no job. I don't think I'm ugly, though I'm not an athlete by any means, but my lack relationships leads me to believe there's obviously something wrong with me.
There's this guy I've been in love with since high school, who is under the delusion that we've got this great friendship that can't be ruined with a relationship. We've slept together once, but then he said he just had no feelings, that he can't see me as anything other than a friend, blah blah blah.
I know I'm smart - I was voted most likely to succeed in high school. I received a 4.0 during the one good semester I had in college. But quite frankly, the only thing I'm concerned about is my total absence of a love life. I'm not comfortable being gay, probably because I have to hide it around the Gestapo here at home. I feel like I will be alone the rest of my life. I twisted my whole life around for a guy who has no feelings for me, and I know I have to move on, but seeing as how I put 110% effort into this guy only to produce an absolute failure, I fail to see how the same won't happen.
Anyways, that's my story. Life sucks - hopefully it'll get better.
|Posted by Something's wrong at April 28, 2012|
Societies so manipulative, and it's so unreal... Atleast if your going to create this society you should take account for people's happiness and spiritual well-being.
But no. Life sucks because were all pawns in this huge game that nations and governments play. And that's war.
We used to have war with taking lands and resources from each other but now has more to do with international business.
We fuck up our environment, and it's proven that living in an urban setting makes people more distressed, angry, and anxious but they don't give a fuck about us.
Like how they use us as bullet bags in war, they now use us as machines to be worked and freedom is only an illusion.
The companies need as much money as they can, because money gives you influence and power to get more money.
It's a huge rat race and we all have to participate in it or be used as slaves, to survive.
But truthfully this world should just be about family and happiness, caring for nature, and living off of it. We've become so greedy, manipulative, and fucked that the whole world is getting toxic off us.
Yet nothing will happen, and we're making a very strange world to adapt to...