I'm 20 y/o. I've been moving and changing schools ever since I can remember never stayed in one place long enough to make a true friend I have friends that live all over the world but none keep in touch unless I talk to them first. I'm the nicest guy you'll meet and people just seem to keep taking advantage oof me including the one woman I love.. I had to leave my life and gf overseas to move with my fam back to the states... When I got here I moved again to live with my grandma in a 1 bedroom apt. So that I can work for my uncle at his restaurant. He makes me work 9-9 7 days a week. Its hell I work more than anyone there I do everything from cooking to cleaning washing dishes waiting on tables deliverys and purchasing all the products we use. I have no time off wich gives me no life. But since I came here I fell in love with my uncles fiancee who's 28. Who also fell in love with me. For about 9 months we were unseperable. We txtd all day and all night we loved every second we had together and we took things to a different level when we started an affair.. We had sex like rabbits every chance we got. At one point she was ready to leave him for me.. A few months ago she found out she was pregnant and she doesn't know who the father is but she decided to have the baby and say it was his. She and I wanted to save face because she is very egotistical she did not want anyone knowing she had an affair with her fiancee's nephew. This left me heartbroken and lonely. I know I placed myself in this shithole but for some reason I keep going back to her. I loved her as a friend before all the sexuality started. And now she keeps pushing me away like what we had means nothing to her. And now her relationship with my uncle is getting stronger again. The jealousy and lonelyness is killing me. I feel like I can't find a way out. I have nowhere to go to I only have a highschool degree and very little money. I can't go to my parents for help because they are broke and already living off of wellfare.. I've been planning to join the navy for the last few months. I feel like I'm running away from my problems and I feel stuck. She tortures me by being around and ignoring me even when I'm always nice to her. I feel like I'm being treated like her bitch, she has me when she wants me and ignores me wwhen she doesn't. And the only reason I accept it is because I have no friends no one to talk to. I feel desperate. I have no one here but her and she knows it and uses that against me to manipulate me. I just want to leave to the military. I'm so lonely I've even turned to craigslist to find friends but even then its hard to keep friends when my only free time is after 9pm. Idk what to do. I'm so depressed and so lonely and I've asked her a million times just to be normal with me to treat me like a human and not push me away but she ignores me nevertheless. It just drives me down even more. My life sucks I just want to leave to the navy and be over with this hell and its not happening soon enough. | |
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At first she wanted the old bull, but now she thinks "I want the young calf"
You go dude! Banging your uncles fiance? Thats awesome! Only problem is now she may be having your kid, but your uncle doesnt know and she wont tell him? That fucking sucks man, you should have wore a condom, especially after having sloppy seconds from your uncle.
Here is what I would do if I were you. Get a new job where you dont work so much (dont work for your uncle anymore). Then after you have a new job, call your uncle up and tell him everything. Get a paternity test going to find out who is the baby's father. Hell, get on the Maury show! You may get some money for that. Then if you here "You are NOT the father!" You can have a sigh of relief. Then maybe she will come back to you, if not, then at least everyone knows the truth and not live a lie.
The fact that he knocked her up is just fantastic. You're a legend mate.
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