I am from a shitty ,close minded country in middle east, was raised in a very conservative and strict religious family.what makes it worse is that I'm Gay,I knew I was gay ever since I was 10 years old, it's been always hard for me living among homophobic,I was such an angry teenager coz I couldn't figure out why I was gay , I hid myself carefully till I left that shit hole when I turned 21, I didn't finish my collage education coz I couldn't afford it, I worked in so many different kinds of jobs ,slept on the street,I can't tell anyone that I am gay, I am 28 years old now and I feel like i didn't establish anything ,I was running from who I am my entire life,I still can't accept the fact that I am gay and I also can't stand it any longer,my closet is shrinking ,I wanna be ok with who I am, I wanna tell everyone that I am gay and get it over with, recently I started losing my self-esteem. I no longer can stay in china due to regulations changing , I have nowhere else to go to,I never wanna go back to that place, being gay is illegal there,they execute gays , I don't wanna be killed for who I am , I tried to get to the U.S.A but my applications got denied,I tried Canada but it's got rejected as well,I have nowhere else to go to. What the F;;K should I do? it's like the whole world is standing against me. | |
Im having some diffiqulties with the societys beliefs.
people just have different outlook than u, deal with it stop saying everyone who doesn't agree with u is "shitty" "closed minded" and "homophobic"
it's not about me being gay ,it's about them being uneducated,uncivilized close minded bastards.so excuse me if i don't wanna be part of such a country
What would you do if you overcome youre homosexual desire,and actually looked at youre self,long and hard,,,you better take a seet first,hahaha,,now you see the hollow heartless self desiring bellatted vainitty impulsive person youve became,
I honestly think homos are very passive aggresive,self manalipulating ,callculative opurtunitty scavengers,sheltering in a safetty in numbers,pack like ,animalistik envirnment
In all casas of peodiphile child murders and rape,homos are the highest majoritty,Concluding,asian law is trying to protect children from homo mutant GAY hahaha,,,
I sympathize with your situation. I wish that I had some good advise for you, but I don't. However I just wanted to express my support to you. It is so unfortunate that people are so closed minded. I wish you the very best of luck, I hope it all works out and you live a safe and happy life. I think you are a good man, and you deserve to live you life to the fullest. Good luck to you friend, I hope you find your place.
Or go to Europe undocumented to a English speaking country like uk or Ireland or go to Germany / French where there is tons of middle eastern people
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