My whole life, I've never had a girlfriend. I'm 23 currently, and never had a girl compliment me or give me the time of day. I've tried everything. I was always confident, dressed nice, acted nice, everything that it would take to get gets to notice you. All I got was either them avoiding me like the plague, or getting friendzoned.
From about late 2007 - Early 2009, I was very spiteful because of it. I became a very nasty person, and would lash out onto those who made stupid remarks. Early 2009, a girl came into my life that almost changed that. Instead of avoiding me, she actually broke me out of my shell. Later, she would give OBVIOUS signals that she loved me. She openly said it.
When we finally met in person after a year of talking on the internet, we had amazing chemistry in person, I almost felt as though this was my future Girlfriend. After we went on our trip, once I really started to garner feelings for her, for whatever reason, she stopped loving me. Her feelings died for me as soon as I started to love her. Now, for 2 years, I've been living with a severe depression, I'm much more angrier, and now I need to see a psychiatrist.
Fuck love, people, and fuck that girl who toyed with my emotions. | |
As for the other girl, I'm sorry but I think the chemistry was probably not going both ways there... Starting a relationship online and then talking for one year without meeting in person does not replace a real relationship. You cannot really know the other person well until you interact with her in person. She probably didn't mean to toy with your emotions.
Since you say "f*** love", it must mean that you are dying to find love again. If you want my advice, just be yourself. And get out there being yourself, not doing what you think it takes to get noticed.
Psalm 103:12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.
John 3:16 For God so LOVED the world, that he gave his only begotten Son (Jesus), that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
1Corinthians 15:3-4
3 For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ DIED for our sins according to the scriptures;
4 And that he was BURIED , and that he ROSE again the third day according to the scriptures:
JESUS LOVES YOU
Mark 1:15 The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: REPENT ye, and BELIEVE the gospel.
I am picking a daisy right now- she loves me, she loves me not, she loves me, she loves me not, she loves me if I make a ton of money, spend it all on her, kiss her ass, buy her lots of frivolous things, baubles, tell her she's bweeetiful (when she's not) that she never looks fat, and that "HONEY I LOVE YOU and there IS NO OTHER" (every five minutes). See? that's how you keep a materialistic trophy girlfriend.
Cursed
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