I was born a mistake baby and an only child. At the time of my birth, my mom was 15 and my dad was 21. Both parents were huge into drugs such as marijuana. My parents never liked each other at all and they seemed to take their anger out on me. I was neglected a lot as a child and the only one to take care of me was once in a blue moon my great grandmother. My parents did not approve of her taking care of me because of some (in my opinion selfish) mindset that they were mature and smart enough to take care of me without any help. They clearly were not. Many times I was left in my crap-filled diaper crying and starved. My great grandmother then passed away when I was around the age of 10 months. After living out an abused childhood, my aunt finally got involved and tried to obtain custody of me. She won. I was placed into my overly religious Aunt's home in a really bad neighborhood. When I started Kindergarten, I was really socially awkward from years of physical and mental abuse as a child. I hardly knew how to do anything. After getting some good therapy and teachers despite my overall luck, I became an average bible loving kid who did very well in school. My aunt had a brain aneurysm when I was 11 which ruined me. Not only was I know an oddball who isolated myself from anyone from the loss, but my mom proved herself as a somewhat decent parent. Even though the courts believed her, she was not. The only reason she tried to make herself look good was for government benefits from being unemployed; which was her main source of income at the time. A lot of the household chores were then placed on me to complete. I worked as a Cinderella while my mom started to reveal her feelings for me as a complete screw up. I lived my whole childhood and teenage years a boy who was constantly bullied for not knowing how to speak to people properly because of my home life. Many times I would get beat up and robbed. I was poor so many of times what they took was vital. They took anything from my shoes to food stamps. Cops never did anything like usual. It never stopped until I graduated. Now I just work at a dead end job without a college degree. I have no girlfriend and no children. | |
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