I hate my life. I feel trapped in a prison of hell and I can't get out. I've grown up my whole life with divorced parents my fathers an alcoholic women beater and a wonderful mother who only cares about men and her appearance. I've been beaten my whole life, I've bee starved, my clothing taken away, molested, and just alone. I've lived with at least every family member because no one ever wanted to take care of me they passed me around like I was a hot potato. Never really had any friends and when I did something crazy would always happen for no reason can't have relationships with men either every time I do I'm either getting used for sex or cheated on because I'm just the one they want on there arm not to love. Every one important in my life or remotely important has died I've been to more funerals in my life in the past 20 years than most people do in there life. I just wish my life was better I'm depressed I can't ever seem to get myself out of my bed I'm always angry for nothing I just want to end it all maybe I wouldn't hurt anymore. | |
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I did a three card spread for you. You have some very strong cards!
Your Past: THE MOON: It is a card that means you've been in an emotional and mental rollercoaster ride. You've been moody, sensitive, and a little irrational. You can do two things, either wander through this crazy, lunatic landscape howling at the moon (get drunk, wallow in depression, alienate friends and family with wild, antisocial behavior), or get in a boat and go through it purposefully. Meaning that you should probably take up painting, writing poetry or some other creative endeavor where you can transform all that seeing and feeling into something beautiful!
Your Present: REWARD- Ace of Pentacles: means wealth, possesions, money matters, security, and property. The appearance of this card is usually the sign of a turn for the better in terms of fortune and wealth, and sometimes it can even indicate gifts of money, or inheritance from unexpected sources but it certainly doesn't mean that someone has to DIE for you to receive this inheritance. Well if that doesn't brighten up your day, I don't know what will???
And finally your Future: DREAMS: Seven of Cups: The 7 of Cups is a card about choices. When the 7 is reversed, you are beginning to make them and to move toward action. Trust your gut; you've probably already realized that you have to start somewhere. Do so, and you will thrive.
So, hopefully this breathes new life into your day...
Cursed
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