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Posted by anonymous at May 23, 2012
Tags: 2012 May  Money  Unemployment

I am 25. My life started getting worst exactly 10 years ago. 10 years ago when I passed my 10th grade (In india), I took admission for Diploma in Mechanical Engineering and planned to go for Aeronautical Engineering after my diploma. in 3rd year (last year of diploma) of diploma the college got shut because it was scam college. Every god damned thing they showed us to prove it was genuine institute was forged document. Since they had political contacts they escaped and left me and 1000's of others to rot. Loads of money wasted and the precious years. In between I had girlfriend who died because of cancer. My own relatives were in competition to tell the world "How i got screwed".
I stood back again with new determination. I took admission again for diploma course and completed it with very nice grades. and then took admission for degree on age of 22. Now I am stuck in it for 3 years, with education loan on my head, no job and living on money of my dad. I have very good technical skill but no one is hiring me because I am not graduate. I am losing my patience now. I feel like killing myself or going on killing spree by killing every involved person in college scam and relatives who enjoyed my situation rather than supporting me.

I don't know what to do. I am feeling like useless junk thrown in shit yard. :-(.


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By at 23,May,12 09:45

Good day slumdog, I have some good advice for ya bloke, take yer browntrout ass, and find a good job at a call center. Yer two fathers make a good living there, and so can you! GOD SAVE THE QUEEN
By anonymous at 23,May,12 22:59

^this person sounds real smart (sarcasm)

By anonymous at 23,May,12 14:54

life sucks dude, thats given
u will fall , stumble , get pushed down , and when u are down they will step on your face
but everytime that happens get back up on ur feet.
Its up to u to puff up ur chest and face the mean , the nasty and the unfair
By anonymous at 23,May,12 21:11

I will definitely try to do that for sure. Thanks for moral support friend. :)

By anonymous at 23,May,12 15:33

I'm confused; are you still studying or have you finished now?

Qualification means fuck all if you're good enough... My friend who's got good technical skill with computers did shit at GCSE, did shit at A-level (I think the highest grade he got was a C but I can't remember whether he passed any of his other A-levels. He certainly missed most of his two years at college because he was playing headers and volleys or on the playstation or sega mega drive playing PGA golf.

He didn't want to go to university but got a job very low down on the scale with the NHS. Now he's like the regional manager in IT or something in one of the best IT teams in the British NHS.

I say just get a job somewhere you wouldn't mind working and once you're in work you make contacts!

It does depend on what kind of person you are but most of the people who make any sort of money work their way up like this. Get a job, any job. Any job is better than no job. Get a job selling car parts or some shit to do with engineering. You'll make contacts and maybe you'll be able to get a slightly better job once they realise you're good.

Don't aim too high! That was my mistake. I dropped out of Mechanical engineering at Edinburgh university because I didn't know how hard it was gonna be for me. Aim low and you might just exceed your expectations about yourself!
By anonymous at 23,May,12 16:04

Maybe I should add; two of my friends, one on the same mechanical engineering course and one doing chemistry got jobs at nandos whilst studying. Don't apply for jobs that you need qualifications for if you don't have qualifications... It doesn't make sense. It's like trying to get into a football match without a ticket...
By anonymous at 23,May,12 21:09 Fold Up

I am stuck in between. Indian education system sucks.

I got very creative brain, technical knowledge and management flavor. But I am not getting single opportunity to prove it. I mean people with no damned technical education are getting job just because of caste reservations. but not me since I am in education phase. (Honestly sir, whatever Indian government says about their education, University conditions here for student is no better than hell. I mean universities are supposed to be for supporting student.)
By anonymous at 24,May,12 15:03

Where are you trying to get a job? India?
By anonymous at 25,May,12 00:53

Yes trying to get job in India.
By anonymous at 25,May,12 01:49

I'm afraid I don't know enough about the Indian system to be able to help. I would still have thought getting any sort of job would be a good starting point. Like getting a job that 'fits' your caste but pushing for more responsibility in your job. Hopefully once they realise you're good they'll make use of your skill?

By anonymous at 23,May,12 21:01

Wanna borrow my pistol..?
By anonymous at 23,May,12 21:05

Why not. Where shall I stand? Behind the gun or in front of the gun?
By anonymous at 23,May,12 23:00

Instead, there's hope by seeking counseling to get your life back on track--just as you deserve it to be!
By anonymous at 24,May,12 13:34

Yeah I am trying to get it back...but not able to get it back.

By anonymous at 25,May,12 23:11

Get a hooker,,then think about it.

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