I hate myself. Or my life.
I wanted to be a doctor since young. I've got good grades in A level, 3As, 1B, 1C but screwed the chances to get into Medicine because:-
i. One of my friend (sucker-he got 2@1A) told me he put Biomed in hope to transfer to Medicine in 2nd year. God knows why i listened to him, or even asked about his choices. And i put biomed in one out of eighth of my university choices. The result came out, many friends got medicine, and i got Biomed!!
ii. My parents were fighting for my university expenses, out of fear and blame myslf, i told them i will study Biomed and forget about med.
After i get my Biomed degree, I still think of Medicine. Just, shame on me that i've never thought to save money on own to realise the dream. I jz spend and spend and spend. Each time i talk to my family about it, they talked me off and discouraged me. Or they pretend to agree but talk and talk and talk until in the end i changed my mind...
I hated my life, hate why i couldn't let go of that thought, hate that i'm not brave enough to pursue my dream and just let to believe that situation will be better by believing my mom's word.
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Tough, even if I don't think a stranger on the Internet is going to convince you of that, remember that no matter what you do to earn a living, someday, you don't know when, people you like or yourself, will die and not a single job will change that. What matters the most is up to you.
hahahaha faggot
hahahahhahahaahhahah
I'm laughing at your post..
hahaha you called him a faggot... that's so juvenile!
hahahaha
at least you can do something with your degree unlike other people.
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