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Pessimistic introvert

Posted by Zez at June 8, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 June

Before i begin let me say that i am sorry, I have rewritten this story more times than i can remember.

I am alone.
I am broke.
I am an introvert.
I am in debt.
I do not have a job.
I am 19.
I have never had sex.
I am lazy.
I am a procrastinator.
I cannot express interest in other peoples lives.
I know that i am a failure, and yet i refuse to do anything to help myself.
I cling.

As you can probably tell by the things i stated above, I have no friends. I wish i could simply end my life now, but i have never known direct failure and i do not know how to simply quit. It is kind of funny because whenever i begin to be scared, scared that maybe some zombie is going to eat my face off in my sleep. A few seconds later i feel comforted. Because i want someone to end it for me, something i can say "there was nothing i could do" I'm really sorry that this is not an organized masterpiece which brings people to tears.. But i can't make anything that expresses how pathetic i am. I am so extremely pathetic. Oh and by the way i have not cried for years, i think too highly of myself to let myself cry. I wish i could cry, i bet i would feel better. Holy hell i am pathetic.


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By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 19:34

What you just did was expressing your feelings. Telling people how you feel and feeling the way you feel are not a sign of weakness. Getting all out in the open and shedding a few tears will make you feel much better. Holding things in because you have pride for yourself isn't going to do any good if you can't express or feel anything.

By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 21:45

Your not dying of cancer
Your not living in a 3rd world country where your younger sister is raped by the military on a daily basis
You have water, food, shelter Internet
Why is it human nature for people to have to find and experience real suffering before we realize what we take for granted? Get outta your self imposed depression and take a step in the right direction, you know what that is, we all have knowledge in our brains of what we need to do, we just dwell as humans and feel so fucking sorry for ourselves. Do what's right.

By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 22:22

You paranoid little dick :-)

By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 23:02

you need to get psychiatric help and turn your life around

By anonymous at 15,Jun,12 03:12

Dude you have just described me. Except I am not broke cause I have a job and I don't have debt cause my family paid for my tuition.

Dude more than likely you have ADHD if you have all this. Trust me, what you wrote is exactly who I am. Go to a shrink and ask for ADHD drugs and make sure that they are not anti-depressives. Get Ritalin or Adderral. They will change your life.
By anonymous at 15,Jun,12 07:16

Or Zanax!!!!

By anonymous at 15,Jun,12 09:05

Do'nt forget pot and cocaine, they are the best for getting through life.

By The Nerd at 15,Jun,12 20:30

Sound like your're a nerd. Watch the movie, "The Revenge of the Nerds". About the pot comment, go for it, nerds love pot too.
By Cursed at 16,Jun,12 10:41

I love nerds.

By anonymous at 15,Jun,12 21:07

You said all the things you are but you forgot one wihich is why you are all the others. Your a pervert.
By anonymous at 16,Jun,12 00:40

This comment made no sense, you are an idiot.

By Jack who the fuck cares at 16,Jun,12 08:12

my life is worse and im 13
By anonymous at 17,Jun,12 12:31

My life is way worse and in only 4.

By anonymous at 16,Jun,12 09:37

We are almost in the same boat except for the sex part and the job part, oh and also I am much older than you are. I have a job, but it sucks and doesnt pay too well, and I have had sex numerous times with some pretty good looking women when I was much younger and good looking. Those days are behind me unfortunately. Now I couldnt get laid if my life depended on it, but at least in my younger days I did.

By the way, you are 19. You still have your whole life ahead of you. Dont get sad yet. When you are 30 and still in the same situation, then you can start complaining.

By anonymous at 20,Jun,12 05:05

I'm 6 years old and I have better sense than you does.

By Dark at 20,Jun,12 13:04

This is all that is there.. Nothing you can do.. In fact I am you.everybody are us.. Lets live this meaningless fuckng life like this..wat else to do

By anonymous at 19,Mar,13 09:06

This sounds like asbergers

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