I'm 32 and I have always trusted everyone with my heart even when I knew the were thrusting the dagger into my back and this has always cost me tremendously. So wtf is wrong with me. I have a daughter from a horrible marriage, fell into two terrible relationships and then met the woman of my dreams...or was she? I love her more than my own life as well as her four children and now she is about to give birth to my son but extenuating circumstances, at no fault to either of us (well, that is open to interpretation) has caused me to move into a hotel for the past few months. I, like a jackass, went on match to try and find some people to hang out with. Really, a dating site....you fucking dumbass?? How incredibly fucking stupid could I be? I can swear on my life ten times over that it was strickly pleauonic, just wanting friendly company, but seriously, how could I not have thought about how she would have perceived it??!!!!! Well, to shore this up, she found out just after she made an unbelieveable deal to get me back in the house. Simply put, she said the hell with you and go fuck yourself, you are a worthless, lying, deceiving pos and I want nothing to do with you. Can I blame her?? All I wanted was to help raise her four children and my son to be but now I am on my own and all due to my pathetic insecurities about being alone. Don't get me wrong, two months plus in a hotel not being allowed to see the woman that holds my heart was brutal but how could I have been so stupid? Why couldn't I have been stronger? I never even met up with anyone and my profile implicitly said just looking for someone to hang out with, have a cup of coffee with and share simple conversation but what the hell was I thinking? I truly hate myself and my life and wish that I could just go to sleep and never wake up as the one woman who truly holds my heart now vomits just by the sight of me!!!! | |
1. Baking is a science. If the recipe says measure it, measure accurately and well. You have to read the steps and do the method. And while you’re at it, have fun!
2. When in doubt, scrape. Bakers have a saying: “Bakers scrape.” By that, I mean that when you’re mixing in a stand mixer, some ingredients can collect at the bottom and sides of the bowl and not be fully incorporated into whatever it is that you’re mixing.
3. Freeze it. Freezing a freshly baked cake is one of the best things you can do. It seals in the moisture (cakes tend to dry out in the refrigerator) and if you plan to ice and/or decorate the cake, you’ll have an easier time because freezing will keep it firm.
Bonus Cake Trimming Tip: To cut a cake in half horizontally, first set it on your work surface. Bend down so that the cake is at eye level and apply pressure with your free hand to the top and rotate the cake against the knife for a nice, even cut.
*** Seriously, stop being an ass and take your relationships seriously. Regardless is she takes you back or not, be responsible and take care of your son.
~Nick
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In most cases, masturbation is a normal, harmless sexual activity. Masturbation won't cause undo fatigue. Sex is not strenuous.
Although there is no simple rule about how much masturbation is too much, it is generally considered to be compulsive if masturbation becomes time consuming; interferes with a person's daily routine, work or social functioning; continues despite no longer being pleasurable or gratifying; places the individual at risk of physical harm, or has legal or personal consequences.
This obsessive masturbation may be just one of several different compulsive sexual behaviors, including sexual promiscuity and a compulsive fascination with pornography. In adults and adolescents, compulsive masturbation can also be a symptom of addiction to cocaine or methamphetamine. I believe all these issues have led to this dirty son of a cuntlapper to his destination. A hole of a hotel room, no job, no life and perhaps he did feel love for the poor women in this true story. However his disease is prompting him to continue searching for an Internet line to connect to like a junky trying to score heroine, just a professional opinion, thanks Jim
You should seek an appointment with a psychiatrist, psychologist or sex therapist. If no clear trigger for the behavior is found, some doctors will treat the patient with psychiatric medications called selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) although this is not appropriate for everyone. This family of drugs includes fluoxetine (Prozac), sertraline (Zoloft) and paroxetine (Paxil).
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