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just so lonely

Posted by Raven'dHairLady at June 11, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Loneliness

Where do I begin? When I was a week old my mother tried tokill me. She beat me so badly that I almost died. So she was forced to give me up for adoption which she didn't care because she didn't want me. My father was never around because my mom was a slut and had a one night stand with some loser. I was adopted but my grandparents who beat the crap out of me all the time. I was molested and raped since 5 years old by multiple family members and family friends. My parents/grandparents said it was my fault because I was a slut like my mother. I grew up to marry a guy who was an alocoholic and drug addict. Had children with him, but lost my kids because they were unsafe in a home where their father pounded my face in every day in front of them. So I reluctantly signed away my rights to my 4 beautiful babies, because I thought I didn't deserve them and probably wouldn't survive their father. Then I met a man who "rescued" me from my abusive husband. He tookme 500 miles away. And just when I thought I was finally happy he turned out to be just as abusive as my ex. He is just more emotionally abusive. So now I am 500 miles away from all that I knew, I have absolutely no friends at all and I endure relentless misery everyday. My life is truly pathetic.


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By Cursed at 21,Jun,12 12:43

You my dear are stronger than you think. Find your local woman's crisis center. They will have numbers of places where you can stay that are safe, cheap, or free. Find an inexpensive apartment, find a roomate, and leave the abuse behind. You can do it. You've made it this far, stop, think, and plan. Plan to become independent. Independent of controlling, abusive, men. You deserve a better life- and you will have it, if you put some effort into it. Be strong. Seriously, you can do it if you put your mind to it! And whatever help (for whatever it's worth) I can offer- please ask..
By anonymous at 25,Sep,12 16:28

I agree with you going to a local woman's crisis. First of all, remember this is not your fault and I should say that God must love you a lot and that your house in Paradise must be so beautiful. God tests all the people He loves A LOT. Why you do not do some introspection and talk to Him? and try to look for Him and ask Him for ways to find what you need. I am sure His plans for you are awesome and I feel somehow that this all will end soon. I will keep you in my prayers. Big hug from here. Also, let me say that recite prayers to protect you from evil such as "ayatul qursee" or anything you want. Ask God to remove the evil people from you and attend regularly a church, mosque or whatever you like.

Remember we are going through the end of the times and there is more evil than good, but you are good, you are light and you will see how you will shine. I believe the worst is over for you....



By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 15:06

Hang in there. I pray the best for you

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By anonymous at 05,Oct,12 07:07

oh give the girl a break!!! there's a reason she's on here... and you're on here.. and we're all on here!! she doesn't need any more dipshits in her life u douche-dick.

By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 23:09

If he lays another hand on you, you need to go head and take him out, and I mean by killing him. You suffered enough to last you a lifetime. The have to be the one to stop this. Start calling the police, run out the house to a near by neighbor. There're too much help out there for women who in a abusive relationship, all you have to do is go, unless he threatening you. You did right to sign over your children, they didn't need to keep seeing that abuse and it wasn't safe for them there anyway. Escape, please, If it means you have to keep calling the police and if that doesn't work and things gets really ugly, you'll have to do what you got to do to protect yourself, it'll be self defense.

By anonymous at 28,Jun,12 00:53

Your life sounds like mine.

By anonymous at 30,Jun,12 18:12

Please go to the police or a woman's shelter. Learn to love yourself and take time to heal. You are a wonderful person inside ... Learn to demand people treat you with respect.

Life is not easy. You will be ok.

By differentstarr at 12,Jul,12 02:02

Sounds like a movie, the girl next door, im 12, and im so sorry you went through that, i was abused by a daycare worker when i was littleI. i will pray for u. And aids, btw ur such a perv this woman has been through too much. Men on this fun for mobile thing used to ask me if i was looking for fun. I absolutely do not like sexual harassment over internet or at all. And my stories are out of control and too much drama'n'trama

By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 20:19

Fuck girls and women. I dont give a shit about any of you sluts. Your evil scum.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 17:16

and my final comment to all of you who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 08,Mar,14 12:28

You are a child of god / you need to contact a crisi center if you are being abused/ you are not a slut. I am a man of faith a christain solider/ I ask god to use me and my life has been in a downward spiral ever since/ i will not quit/ you can't quit/ I love you /we are all god's family/ post anoth comments if this helps/

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