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Is it bad if I just survive?

Posted by anonymous at June 12, 2012
Tags: Anxiety  2012 June  Philosophical

I am suffering from some anxiety that I may be fired from my job. I think I will get fired from my job because I put very little effort into it. I procrastinate on projects. I usually hand it in late and when the boss is not around I just slack off completely not even considering the fact that I am expected to work and show some results regardless of the fact that she may or may not be there. My boss still likes me for a reason and doesn't really expect too much of me (thank god! otherwise I would have gotten fired months ago). The thing is that I "have" to work and when there is no one around to enforce it, I rebel by not working at all, sort of like a silent protest. I know it may be childish but I think this is the reason why I don't work as much as I should, I don't like being forced to do anything I don't want to do or is not pleasurable in some way.

As for my personal life, I dislike socializing to the core. I hate being considered part of a group, I hate small talk, and I hate seeing people pretending and putting up a fake front whenever the group size increases more than 4 people. So my PR is almost non-existent. I even dislike socializing through FB. I wouldn't mind closing the door of the room and not getting out for a month. Actually I think I would quite enjoy it.

I would like to have my own business (I have a couple of ideas, well mainly two which I will not disclose here as they are irrelevant to the post) but I would not start the business unless I get fired or I get deeply stressed at work. I put in 7 years learning to play the keyboard and I got quite good at it but I lost interest eventually and stopped playing. I could use my skills to generate extra income after work by tutoring but I never seem to take the initiative to market my services.

I have no gf because I don't socialize, ever. I don't remember when the last time was when I met a new woman. To be honest, I don't mind not having a gf. I kind of like being alone. Not for freedom or finances, I just like being alone. I know that's a bit weird, but that's just how I am. More women for you guys out there. Enjoy.

So in the end, career is not going anywhere, social life not going anywhere and I'm not really working on anything significant that might turn my life around. It is not that i don't have the time or that I have a crap load of debt on my shoulders. I live with my parents, so all the money I make goes to my savings account, I have no debt and I know that eventually my dad's house will be my own. I will survive in all cases, I will never go hungry but it does not seem I will thrive or have massive success in any important area of my life.I just don't feel like putting in the effort to get the success I can get. I think I a simply lazy and I don't really want to put in the effort and go through the hardship to get my like on the track. Would it be that bad if I do not thrive and merely survive? Can anyone relate? I don't know, I know it would be more fulfilling to take the high road but I just don't seem to have the energy.

Please refrain from using curses or death wishes for me. There are severely disturbed people on this site that think a person is bad for being raped and molested as a child or that grieving for a lost family member is somehow bad and should not happen. If you relate to what I write, have some story you would like to share about yourself, you have some advice, some book you would like to recommend, go ahead. Just refrain from bashing the post, I know I don't have it that bad, I don't need any contempt for it. Thank you for taking the time to read my post. Best of luck to you.


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By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 12:25

Lazy bum.

By Cursed at 21,Jun,12 15:48

Well kid- lazy never got anyone anywhere- unless your getting paid for some "sleep" science class. I know people on here are like: "Cursed" why do you post so much- well here is my answer- boredom. I work. I work a very fragile job, one that requires me to be very, very, patient. At any moment, my client can fly into a fit of rage. I am constantly having to walk that fine line of smiling while wanting to rip my client's face apart. So, here I am wasting time on this site, reading stories and posts about how unhappy people are- and I am so thankful, that I don't have half their problems. So, back to your post, there is nothing wrong with not wanting to be a Donald Trump wanna be, but, if you aspire to achieve the things you talk about: ie- starting your own business. Well, that's going to be a monumental challenge if you are not self-motivated. Two things in life that I dwell on: Nothing comes for free- except an STD. And never take a strangers advice too seriously-
By anonymous at 28,Sep,12 22:45


By joe at 21,Jun,12 16:06

So how much porn and jacking off is involved when you barracade your self in your room? This may be the root of your evil.

By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 16:24


From what you wrote on this website I can tell you're a interesting guy worth of being a friend, so here's my email :

Email me something the soonest posdible

By Cursed at 21,Jun,12 17:54

Just sent you a boat load of dirty, naked, pictures.
By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 18:42

Cursed is not a guy, is a fat bitch.
By Cursed at 21,Jun,12 21:23

I've been losing weight. Feeling good, and yes, I am a bitch.

By Truth at 21,Jun,12 16:49

So, I was taking an assessment of your skill set from the post you put up. You can't stop yammering on and on about the same thing, in fact, you can't keep your mouth shut at all. Also, you don't want to socialize, but if you are socializing it should be one on one. Finally, you prefer a quiet shut in place where you are just by your lonesome in a small room, for about a month.

I put that into my inTARweb based cloudy software pc machine tablet where it can tell you what you should be. It's free for 30 days so I signed up for you so I could help you out. It's working right now so I'll just tell you's the answer!

It seems you are best suited to entry level glory hole taker. So, looks like sucking anonymous cock in a small hot closet is what you're all about. And you could do it in your house! Just bash a hole in the wall and have people stick their cock thru it and then throw in a fiver after you're done. It can be your own business and it should be called "The Lonely Meatwhistler". Call yourself the suckmaster and have a web blogger site and sell porn ads also, and vegetarian catfood.

But mostly, go fuck yourself.
By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 05:26

You are seriously damaged dude. How many pills do u take on a daily basis? My advice, up the dosage of whatever you are taking

This is a site to be supportive. Try and be caring at least funny.
By broken at 22,Jun,12 07:24

Are you kidding, Truth's post was hilarious!

The lonely meat whistler..... Loblolly I almost spilt my 11 dollar latte
By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 21:19

If you think that asshole who calls himself truth is hilarious then your stupid and mentally damaged. These horrible people don't belong on this website so smarten up and see that. Don't encourage these trolls with their nasty hateful idiotic comments. These are cruel and evil people.
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By anonymous at 21,Jun,12 21:44

Lazy bastard that sits in your room all day and play with your dick. You say you like being alone, well no woman likes a lazy porn sex craze.

By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 16:04

You trolls and your rude, disgusting comments make me sick. You think your funny? You're NOT. Your just cruel, insolent, nasty, rude, and stupid. You should be ashamed of yourselves for making fun of others misfortunes, defects, suffering, and failures. Your all unkind, nasty people, and you don't belong on this website.

By anonymous at 22,Jun,12 23:44

You seem at odds with something. You want to be lazy and know you might be able to survive until old age without having to work too hard. But something makes you pause from fully accepting this lifestyle. Something on your mind, in your heart, or on your conscious makes you pause from feeling comfortable with all this.

In time what is right for you will become evident. What ever path is for you will eventually be revealed. Just keep you mind open to what ever life shows you. But I will say this, being fired from your job won't help. At least be competent enough to not get fired from your job!

By anonymous at 03,Jul,12 21:44

I can relate to you not having any girlfriends. I don't have a girlfriend either. Most girls and women suck so its no great loss You need not be concerned about the silly comments above. Just ignore them. And I can also relate to being antisocial. I too would rather be away from people. I think the world would be a better place without any people.

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 16:15

When you stop harassing me cunt then I will stop harassing you. Understand?

By anonymous at 13,Jul,12 15:43

Please read the
"The Power of Positive Thinking"
by Dr. Norman Vincent Peale

you can also get a short version "Positive
Thinking 2012: Redeiscover the Power of Positive Thinking" from Guideposts website

By anonymous at 13,Aug,12 16:20

the purpose of life is joy. so it would not be so bad if you just don't thrive but survive - so long as you are happy and not shitting on other people in the process.

too much is made of career and money, i've had money and i've had no money. life has more options with money obviously. but fun can be had with no money too.

maybe take a year out do some wwoofing (google it, very little money req'd) and see where you are then.

By anonymous at 31,Aug,12 22:58

Sir Paul or Sir Fuckwit. You are the lowest piece of shit in existence. You cocksucking assfuckimg maggot. Your lower than a maggot and your lower than the sewer you live in. Fuck you and fuck your mother and fuck your father for giving birth to a piece of puke such as you. You suck the shit from Satans ass. You suck Satans penis. You will be spending eternity with him once your worthless life is over.Burn and rot you fucking puke.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 16:51

And my final comment to all you assholes who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 20,Dec,12 03:57

The problem with this post and others like it is the posters think they are unique and special. Newsflash, we all have felt this way at one time or another.

By anonymous at 27,Dec,12 18:53

Truth is a fucking tapeworm piece of shit. He sucks the shit from toilets. He was born from his mothers asshole on a toilet and they couldnt flush him as he didnt fit inside the toilet. This evil degenerate belongs IN THE LOWEST LEVEL OF A SEWER. FUCK OFF AND FUCK YOU TRUTH.

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By anonymous at 16,Jun,13 00:45

None of you nasty trolls dont know what its like to feel so low and depressed, it physically weighs your body down making even getting dressed in the morning a huge effort.

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