Someone please fucking kill me!!! | Posted by anonymous at June 22, 2012 | Tags: 2012 June |
Last year, my best friend hung herself and was in a coma for three days. I was told that it was definite that she would either die or become mentally ill. Thank God that didn't happen!!! But ever since then, She's been living in an asylum and I don't get to see her at all anymore. And I have no way of contacting her. Im a Christian and ever since She hung herself I've been seeing demons in my bedroom. I've also seen her hanging no matter where I look. If I close my eyes I see her hanging in the middle of a small white room. If I look a tree or a lamppost or a pole I still see it. To top all that, ever since then, none of my old friends will talk to me. I was 12 years old when it happened and now I'm 14 and they still won't talk to me. Everyone thinks I'm weird because I've been not as social as I used to be. It's hard for me to talk to someone when I feel like they're just going to die soon too. And to top that, my entire family hates me. They always have. We have hurt each other so many times. When I was twelve I pushed my 15 year old sister into a mirror because she was teasing me about being ugly and pinger than her. For as long as I can remember EVERYONE even my mom has teased me for having a big butt and big ears and big feet. All I want right now is to die. I've prayed so many times for God to just take my life, but he hasn't. Ive tried running away so many times ever since I was 5 years old. I just don't know what to do anymore. :( | |
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Oh my god
Becky, look at her butt
Its so big
She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends
Who understands those rap guys
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute
I mean her butt
It's just so big
I can't believe it's so round
It's just out there
I mean, it's gross
Look, she's just so black
*rap*
I like big butts and I can not lie
You other brothers can't deny
That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist
And a round thing in your face
You get sprung
Wanna pull up tough
Cuz you notice that butt was stuffed
Deep in the jeans she's wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh, baby I wanna get with ya
And take your picture
My homeboys tried to warn me
But that butt you got
Make Me so horney
Ooh, rump of smooth skin
You say you wanna get in my benz
Well use me use me cuz you aint that average groupy
I've seen them dancin'
To hell with romancin'
She's Sweat,Wet, got it goin like a turbo vette
I'm tired of magazines
Saying flat butts are the thing
Take the average black man and ask him that
She gotta pack much back
So Fellas (yeah) Fellas(yeah)
Has your girlfriend got the butt (hell yeah)
Well shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it, shake that healthy butt
Baby got back
(LA face with Oakland booty)
I like'em round and big
And when I'm throwin a gig
I just can't help myself
I'm actin like an animal
Now here's my scandal
I wanna get you home
And UH, double up UH UH
I aint talkin bout playboy
Cuz silicone parts were made for toys
I wannem real thick and juicy
So find that juicy double
Mixalot's in trouble
Beggin for a piece of that bubble
So I'm lookin' at rock videos
Knockin these bimbos walkin like hoes
You can have them bimbos
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo
A word to the thick soul sistas
I wanna get with ya
I won't cus or hit ya
But I gotta be straight when I say I wanna --
Til the break of dawn
Baby Got it goin on
Alot of pimps won't like this song
Cuz them punks lie to hit it and quit it
But I'd rather stay and play
Cuz I'm long and I'm strong
And I'm down to get the friction on
So ladies (yeah), Ladies (yeah)
Do you wanna roll in my Mercedes (yeah)
Then turn around
Stick it out
Even white boys got to shout
Baby got back
(LA face with the Oakland booty)
Yeah baby
When it comes to females
Cosmo ain't got nothin to do with my selection
36-24-36
Only if she's 5'3"
So your girlfriend throws a Honda
Playin workout tapes by Fonda
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back of her Honda
My anaconda don't want none unless you've got buns hun
You can do side bends or sit-ups, but please don't lose that butt
Some brothers wanna play that hard role
And tell you that the butt ain't gold
So they toss it and leave it
And I pull up quick to retrieve it
So cosmo says you're fat
Well I ain't down with that
Cuz your waste is small and your curves are kickin
And I'm thinkin bout stickin
To the beanpole dames in the magazines
You aint it miss thing
Give me a sista I can't resist her
Red beans and rice did miss her
Some knucklehead tried to dis
Cuz his girls were on my list
He had game but he chose to hit 'em
And pulled up quick to get with 'em
So ladies if the butt is round
And you wanna triple X throw down
Dial 1-900-MIXALOT and kick them nasty thoughts
Baby got back
Baby got back
Little in tha middle but she got much back x4
Seriously, give up that silly religious shit and start furiously masterbating.
That's what your friend is doing probably.
Wtf are you talking about.
they're trying to get a hold of your soul and get you to hold something against God because of your friend
Anyway, Ugly Gina also tried to hang herself one day out in my front yard from an old oak tree. She was fat and the branches kept breaking but it was funny to watch anyway. So, she finally got one big enough to hold her fat ass and she slipped the noose around her neck and then knelt down to choke, but everytime she was about to pass out she'd get back up and catch her breath. So, I went out and yelled "HEY UGLY GINA YOU FAT FUCK YOU GOTTA STAY DOWN IF YOU WANT TO DIE!!" ..and then she flipped me off. Well, I put on my stomper boots to go kick the living shit out of her but then my dad rolled up and told Ugly Gina to get the fuck out of our front yard or he'd get the lawnmower and run her over with it.
...anyway, she left, so, I think what you need to take away from this is that you really absolutely MUST go fuck yourself. The reason everyone hates you is because you're just that bad. If I was you I would run into a brick wall until all my front teeth came out and then I'd be a toothless cock sucker behind the Johnny Quick who gives gummers to drunks and security guards. People could call you Ugly Gummer the Alley whore, and no one would hate you anymore.
they should go back to their roots, and get together and
separate into their tribes where they came from, while
finding out what African tribes captured their people
and took them to the coast to sell them to whites to
become slaves
Instead of praying to God for him to take your life, pray that he'll change your life instead. Get near to Jesus, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28
Dont give up, you'll get through this difficult time.
Regards :)
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