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my life sucks and pathetic

Posted by Alex at July 31, 2010
Tags: 2010 July  Juvenile problems

okay ill get straight to the point.

im only 17 and as u guys know at this age its typical for me to go out and date girls however i can only do it when i introduce them to the fake me other words i have to lie to them as a matter of a fact i created a fake identity of myself so i can date them .you must be asking urselves why i do that?well i live in israel and jewish girls would never go out with muslims although i dont have the look of a muslim at all but still i have to lie to them in order to get them thats the only way and as for my family well they are nothing but a pair of evil bashing rednecks who hates my guts they already kicked me out of the house several times they both call me a demon because i have a long hair (it reaches my jaw) i live in a village that hates me too for the same reasons and they called me "gay"because i have a long hair and im trying to change myself plus ive got into countless fights with them in order to protect my honor and yes it invovled ploice and thanks to them i have a criminal record of holding a knife .
i hhate muslims i hate israel i wanna live in peace i wanna relax i wanna love i wanna be who i am i wanna express the way that i feel but instead all this hatred within me is locked deep down inside its so heavy i cant find anynody to talk to .if anybody whos not from israel and he actually lives here in israel please inform me because i would really like to meet you


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By anonymous at 08,Aug,10 21:33

Yeah being a Muslim or living in Israel has to suck. Too bad you're not in the greatest country in the world, aka America. You can be who you want to be and only a small number of rednecks or republicans will hate you.
By anonymous at 10,Aug,10 18:36

kazakshtan is the greatest country the world!
By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 14:19 Fold Up

lol i totally agree

By anonymous at 10,Aug,10 15:29

hey alex, i'm orthodox but i respect every kinda religion. i understand you. it's a problem but you should go on living and trie to become independent. i think you're great.
By Alex at 22,Aug,10 10:11

my friend please understand me i want to anything else besides a muslim because theres a huge percentage of the world's population who hates this religion and im trying to express to everyone that im not like them i dont think like them but its no use ,well anyway thanks alot for the heads-up i really appreciate ur effort

By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 14:18

yea alex. i gotta say ur life CURRENTLY sucks, but u still have alot of life ahead of u believe it or not =] just set some goals for yourself, whether they're big or small and you'll open up doors for tomorrow or years from now. MY life sucks too and thats the only way i survive everyday. @ least now it doesnt suck as much as it did before i got wiser. i'm a christian, so i'll pray 4 u too. cheers
By Alex at 22,Aug,10 10:09

thanks my friend although im having a rough time with my so called parents cuze i got kicked out of the house again by my dad and im trying to find somewhere to go ,well thanks anyway have a great day
By Alex at 30,Aug,10 02:27 Fold Up

thanks my friend although im having a rough time with my so called parents cuze i got kicked out of the house again by my dad and im trying to find somewhere to go ,well thanks anyway have a great day

By Alex at 22,Aug,10 10:07

thanks u guys i really appreciate it

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