When i was 7 i was raped several times by my mother, father and my brother. im 16 and have had atleast 14broken bones because of my parents beating me and they did nothing about it. im mexican and attending a mexican high school and i am constantly called a beaner and other racist names. when i turned 21 i was kicked out of my house and my mum and dad got a restraining order against because i saw someone about the abuse and they were fined. when i was 23 i asked my mum for money and my dad choked me for a while. at age 25 i started stealing to keep up with my drug addiction. Now i have been caught stealing a car and served 1year in jail. i got out and was depressed. i hated myself and attemped to kill myself several times FML.......
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Secondly, try to make some money other way. Just think of something you are really good in.
And my last advice... Make a dream of yours. Dreams can be very good when you don't want to live. It must be something that you can do with your own strength.
Good luck! I wish everything would be ok! Don't kill yourself! Please! I'm begging you!
your parents know that they have abused you and treated you like complete shit, get into that unfair world and make something of yourself! and when you become someone show them whose boss make them feel like crap.
Before you call me racist, and other names, I have traveled to Mexico several times and found Mexicans to be some of the nicest people in the world. Unfortunately, second generation Mexican immigrants turn out to be mostly lazy swine and vermin. Honest Mexicans stay home, while the criminal types sneak across out border and continue their life of crime and misbehavior.
Dude, cuz you haven't tried hard enough. Put some gusto into it! Get a gun and blow your brains out or something. Make it happen.
Actually, the first part of your story if frickin' TERRIBLE. I'm really and truly sorry that any of that had to happen. However, I must admit that - pain or not - I substance abuse and people who engage in that type of activity SO much that I kind've loose all compassion for a person at that point.
Stop abusing. If you don't stop . . . then get that gun, baby. You know what to do. :)
Do you really want a different life? I'm asking you. Look deep within yourself and give a very honest answer.
Jesus said, "WHOSOEVER WILL may come!" That includes you, sweetheart. You just have to have the will to find the positive things. It may be a very, very long road for you, but you're the only one who can REALLY stop you!
stop stealing your gonna get caugh and sent back to jail so get a job a real job any where
If you are on drugs, get off'em. Get help from family,
church, doctor, hospital, if necessary from cops and courts. Just get help.
I remember this one time that he put his hands around my throat and began to strangle me. I was always terrorized in anticipation of his beatings or during...but this one day a peaceful feeling came over me.
Its weird!
I was only about 9/10 yrs.old. I thought to myself "Thank God, Im going to die now and never have to endure anymore beatings.
I rthank God now that I am not dead!
There is a reason for all of us.
Today I have 3 children, all who love me, and need me. Had I died or took my life, like so many times I thought of to end the terror. I would not have been able to contribute 3 beautiful lives,ambassodors of respect, to this world!
life is precious!.We all have a reason to be here, needed by somebody.
Im glad I never followed through with my suicide plans. It would have devastated my siblings, mother and family. I hope you are still here and PLEASE...never think that you are not needed or better off not here!
We all have a purpose.
suicide is aN EASY, GREEDY, WAY OUT...YOU ONLY HURT THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND THE ONES WHO LOVE YOU!
GOD BLESS YOU, AND ANYBODY WHO EVER CONTEMPLATES TAKING THEIR LIFE......I CARE ABOUT YOU!
WORD!!!!!!!!
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