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my life is imprisoned

Posted by Alex at August 6, 2010
Tags: 2010 August  Relationship

okay ill get straight to the point.

im only 17 and as u guys know at this age its typical for me to go out and date girls however i can only do it when i introduce them to the fake me other words i have to lie to them as a matter of a fact i created a fake identity of myself so i can date them .you must be asking urselves why i do that?well i live in israel and jewish girls would never go out with muslims although i dont have the look of a muslim at all but still i have to lie to them in order to get them thats the only way and as for my family well they are nothing but a pair of evil bashing rednecks who hates my guts they already kicked me out of the house several times they both call me a demon because i have a long hair (it reaches my jaw) i live in a village that hates me too for the same reasons and they called me "gay"because i have a long hair and im trying to change myself plus ive got into countless fights with them in order to protect my honor and yes it invovled ploice and thanks to them i have a criminal record of holding a knife .
i hhate muslims i hate israel i wanna live in peace i wanna relax i wanna love i wanna be who i am i wanna express the way that i feel but instead all this hatred within me is locked deep down inside its so heavy i cant find anynody to talk to .if anybody whos not from israel and he actually lives here in israel please inform me because i would really like to meet you


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