LIFE SUCKS

I hate life and I want to die

I am just tired. of everything. My psychotic mother and my alcoholic father. I hate never having any money despite making nearly $10/hr at my job. Because of rent and bills, I have approximately $40 at the end of every month. I feel like I do everything for everyone, and I can never complain because everyone else just has it so much worse than I do. I used to be a creative person, but that part of me has almost completely atrophied. I can't bring myself to get rid of all my art tools though on the off chance that I DO have a moment when inspiration strikes. I have never written any music despite playing guitar since the age of 12. All I do is regurgitate what others have already done. I have an Associate's degree in multimedia, but can't get a job in my field to save my life, and because of the way technology advances every couple years, my skills are becoming more and more obsolete. In short, I suck at life and I just want to die.