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AWP - Alone With Pain

Posted by anonymous at October 24, 2010
Tags: Attitude  2010 October

i writing this over the phone, and this language isnt my native but who gives fuck about that. there is a lot in my life that going wrong and i just cant share it all. its just to damn much. the worst part that im ok with that. lol. and yeah i think im crazy. that is now just who i am. im not ugly or gay or asshole anything like that but i never had sex. i just watch life go bye. cant find a job but i know to do almost anything, for example i kick ass on computer, but i give for free my own pc - dont now why cus im crazy i gues. and i cant sleep. not ever. fuck. why is that. and yeah, the worst thing i dont know who i am any more its like im free to watch life but not living it. and then i think how free i am and have nothing to lose but i have. thats sucks and that i have is my own life based on lies and more. i dont want hurt no one that i know so i lie. only about me. they think my life is ok but is not. im not on drugs but i hate pain to. who doesnt. and i think i gonna die soon but i not gonna kill my self. and if that happend fuck it. i just feel sory that i couldnt be the boyfriend for the girlfriend that i could be. but things could be worst - i could be imortal and all of this just stay the same. trust me i try and i kept on trying to find life but its just... you know its just fucked up.


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By anonymous at 25,Oct,10 18:49

I feel you dude... (wrote this on my phone too)

By anonymous at 27,Oct,10 00:20

U should suicide.......Think about it......Asshole
By anonymous at 27,Oct,10 18:38

you're the asshole... asshole

By anonymous at 05,Nov,10 10:57

Well suicide is out of the question, i hope you wrote these just to vent otherwise if you listen to some people here, you might be pushed to the edge!

By gregwiater at 18,Nov,10 08:00

Life sucks in this world... but all of this is our fault. We have allowed it. Of course it seems as if it would be easier to kill myself and escape this never ending suffering in this reality.
But how about if we change it so it doesn´t suck anymore???? If everybody who killed himself and who wants to kill himself/herself did something to change this world instead – it would be much much better already. Let´s unite and do something instead of committing suicide.
search on google for: EQUAL MONEY ORGANIZATION and DESTENI GROUP... and you will find help and practical solutions… you will also find me there on the forum under Greg and GregWiater

By Adobe OEM Software at 08,Mar,12 21:33

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