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Life is hard right now...I used to have a job in the summer and me and my boyfriend were going by pretty good. I went back to school this September after I dropped out 2 years a go. My boss couldnt accomodate my new schedule and i got kicked out.I depend entirely in my boyfriend and resently he only works 18 hours every two weeks. That's not enough for food and rent plus other expenses. In late october we ran out of food. He eats when he can at his job and me I sneak out food from the cafeteria. This month we won't be able to pay the rent and that means if we don't pay by next month we are out. There's no one to help us and believe me we have asked for help. Now i ask myself is it really worth going back to graduate? I am an illegal citizen so college is not an option for me. We were doing so well when we both worked...I only went back to school to feel that I have done something in life. To make my parents proud of me. It was my goal to graduate and be someone in life. Now as we are starving and I see my boyfriend struggle to get another job or to get more hours I hide my pain. I know he gets hungry when he is at home and I can't offer him anything. We have nothing but our clothes. We sold his computer and many other things now my computer is next...Imagine what thanksgiving will be like for us this year.My shoes are about to get holes in them and I have no jacket for winter. I walk to school and back everyday only with a sweater that's so old It barely fits anymore.Life sucks....... | |
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