jane is not my real name but i dont wanna say expose myself. growing up i had the best family. my parents were making good money, enough to satisy my brother and i. however that was wayyyyyy back when. i am 18 and fkn sad with my family life. about 3 years ago things started to go downhill..my mom worked in a factroy barley making income i dont know what happend to my dads job but we werent making any money. right now my dad literally left my mom broke and poor. we are soooo fucking poorr its not even funny. i cant even bring snacks to skool cuz we dont have any.i live in a crappyy shitty dirty appartment. my mom cries herself to sleep almlost every night. i share a room with my fkn 16yr old brother. i feel guilty when my mom buys a littelest snacks cuz i feel like that money was supposed to be for rent. i refuse to bring my friends over cuz im ashamed. seeing my mom so depressed and sick of her life saddends me. i ask myself how did we end up in this situation but i just dont kno.
fuck my dad he lies to much and is fake..my mom is so depressed to the point that she started to drink small quantities behind our backs which she hides behind her closet and drinks when she thinks no ones watching. im fucking 18 years old and i fantasize about what it would feel like to be born into a different family with a nice place to live and not worry about paying bills.
i know other people have worst problems than i do but still i feel pain. you should be looking fowward to going home at the end of the day to ur family but no me!....i go home to the same shit different day!....LIFE SUCKS!! | |
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i wish you happiness, however i think money is the devil.
She is telling us that she was having a comfortable life style before her parents went through financial hardships and probably relationship problems (marital).
She is telling us, candidly, that she is noticing her mother sinking into deppressive issues and possibly alcool abuse. She doesn't know where to turn, she's afraid her "friends" will judge and mock her. It's normal for an adult to feel this way, why not herself. Besides she is nice enough to share her ordeal with the rest of us. That shows maturity on her part not yours actually :(
Her entry is honest and heart wrenching! Give her a break, man, please. At 18, I was partying as much as I could (look where it got me!) and trying very hard to enjoy LIFE.
When you don't have enough to buy lunch snacks, there's a problem and this young lady is a bit distressed by that, UNDERSTAND!
well, if a family is qualifying enough, they may enroll in the free lunch program at the schooling systems. yes, her problem sucks, but look at the positive! she still has a roof over her head. if there is a problem with not eating, the teachers make note and contact the parent (s), then a intervention will occur, thusfourth making the result of the family enrolling in the free lunch program.
money does not buy happiness.
life is a fuckin maze , just adapt yourself to not get out of it killed by yourself
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