You think your suck listen to mine | Posted by anonymous at November 16, 2009 | Tags: Drugs November 2009 |
Well it started out when i was in the womb and my mom did drugs and it got into my system and fucked me up mental and physical. I was born a month early and was in detox for about 3 days to get the drugs out of my sytem. Then when i was 5 we moved across the state to OK and we just went down hill even more we had to move in to this shit hole trailer and nothing worked and while we were there a tornado went thought the tonw and destroyed everything. Then we moved things started to look better made some pretty awesome friends only about three of them and then my mother got raped blamed it on me and she left for wichita, ks. And she took a car and my brother with her and so we had to move from a good place to a shitty as town then my mom went to jail and made my father which is about 50 years of age take care of us till now and that happened when i was about 12 and now am 18 and she out of jail I got into trouble with the pigs ans shit toke a 6 month of probation and then got back on to drugs like x and powder(cocaine) and pot. Then here I live this live and two friends of mine die on nov 5, 2009 Colotn Emerson and Beau Blake RIP and i thought to myself things cannot get any lower from here and know I struggleing in school trying to pass and I thought about offing my self by a gun shot wound like another one of my friends Austin Stubby RIP.....AND YOU THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS READ MINE...and here i still am awating for that one day to come so i can buy a gun to fucken kill myself so i can be free of this life in this body that is just sucking my life out from me. i cannot get a girl and if i do i fuck it up. Call me an asshole and i hope this day is tomorrow so i can be gone from this place so i can be with friends and my aunt keshia the one person that gave anything about me beside my father that cares to. While my father has to take care of me and deal with my mothers nagging for money and we are hella poor......so This is my life summed up so far | |
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