i'm Bella i'm from sydney aus
when i was 12 dad had become a heavy drinker he wouldn't stop for anyone
the drug's and the grog came before me and my younger sister
my mum found a guy on the net from portland usa
she left a note at our head's one night saying she's left us for this guy
2 years later se came back into our lives in that 2 years i had t put up with verbal abuse drug's and grog around me and my little sister
i had to stop going to school and moher my sister
when i thought this was going to be the worst of my life it just got WORSE
as i couldn't handle the drug's and the grog coming before me i'd stayout all hour's of the night just so i didn't wan to go insane for that little while
but that plan of going out all hours of the night came crashing down whn i turned 16 one night when i stuck to my plan i got raped my dad found out he told me i deserved it after trying to move on with my life my dad got a girlfriend she seemed so nice at fist but then it came to massive fight's one month she's nice the next she's trying to fight with me or trying to get rid of me and my sister =( as i was dealing with her crap my mum got hit by a car
she had a broken knee she started getting on all this morphine i just sat there watchingmy mum go from a brght smart lady to a dull grumpy morphine addict
my dad finally got his life together stopped the grog for my step mum
he is now a teacher my dad andmy step mum got married in 2008 they
may be happy but i'm not i cried at their wedding because i was totally
against them getting married i just knew this would be the start of something
BAD
his wife blame's me for everything try's to fight with me consantly i never can seem to do right
my dad choose's her over me even if
shes in the wrong she get's away with calling me a slut and a bitch in front of my friend's i cant have friend's over Because she abuse's them she tend's to try start more fight's when my dad's out so she can lie about what actaully happend she she's the biggest liar i have met
her son (my stepbro) is consantly in trouble with the law his on te run from cops at the moment he fucks up all the time but in her eye's the sun shine's out of his ass she support's him even when she know's his a drug dealer
even though his wanted by the police she sit's and lie's the police when they ask where he is or has she seen him or why wasn't he at court
at the moment i just feel like the best present in the world for e and my sister
would be them getting a divorce =(
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your mom on the other hand cares mainly about herself, she left you and your sister to maintain happiness somewhere else, that means you on your own and you have to be in control of what happens to you, you are still young and you have a lot of time to make that change, and where you are now it's a good place to start because you don't have any parents you need to please you just do what makes you feel good and take care of your sister.
you are old enough to get a job waiting tables or anything like that save some money and get out of that house.
As for your folks we all have messed up family members, you just need to grow up and be patient and devise a plan of what you will do at age 18 when ur adult and can leave.
College is the best step, but also you should seek some help from groups or organizations for abused girls. and women
see if you can get th maximum amount of help in everyway for counseling school, housing, and be a fighter. Don't let them bring you down.
You have a whole life to live and you want the best chance to make it
God Bless and good luck
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