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Nothingness

Posted by Alone at December 7, 2010
Tags: 2010 December  Loneliness  Meaninglessness

I haven't felt happiness for 9 years. I move from country to country trying to find whatever it is my life is missing and pursuing an impossible dream but have only succeeded in isolating myself more. Now I'm at a point where I don't know what to do. I'm living in a foreign country and have to make a decision with no-one to talk it through. Worst of all, it's my fault and looking at my life there really isn't anything that wrong with it. I'm in a black hole and I want to get out- I've tried climbing but it's not working. So what the fuck do I do? Keep crying every day and hating myself? What the fuck is the point?


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By alex lyrics at 26,Dec,10 13:59

Go to church daily and pray
By anonymous at 26,Dec,10 16:44

2 hands working can do more than a thousand clasped in prayer. Get a good job, make some money, maybe go to your home country? Don't worry, keep hope in yourself that you can be better. Don't listen to this moron "alex lyrics"


By anonymous at 26,Dec,10 15:55

we are in spiritual warfare every second of each day, put on the armor of God, and you will come out on the winning end, I promise
By anonymous at 26,Dec,10 21:06

Just like all those Christians in Africa that were murdered yesterday? Yes, thank you so much God.
By anonymous at 26,Dec,10 21:57

I personally think Christians are the most hypocrites people i've come accross and i know a lot of them. I don't like religions but especially Christianity and i hate that i was brought up to believe in that teaching. When my baby died a friend of mine suggest i do "bible study" and would be helpful, so i did, i was so angry when i was told that my son was sleeping and one day i'll be reunited with him. WTF, he should be sleeping in the crib i had bought for him. to make it worse i started attending church, for few months i was realy into that, made some "friends", i really thought they gave a damn, but as soon as i told them i dind't want to contine to attend they all stop being my "friends". Waht's with all the sermon about do as "jesus" did. Did Jesus abandon his friend... i don't think so. OH and Praying, and yes i prayed, daily and every night, i have yet to get one prayer answer... so thanks a lot Joyce Meyer, but that sure was a lot money i spent on your damn books.


By Aries81 at 26,Dec,10 21:49

Everyone is free to do what they feel is right for them, but i'm tired of people telling you to "pray" and things will be better. After my baby died, i've tried everything to feel better and nothing worked, but worse of all was church. I went to church ( tried different ones). In the end i saw that only people who have not suffer great tragic or experience a death of someone close like your child can tell you to worship and pray. ALONE, you have to be really honest with yourself, this can hurt and it's not easy. I too, have been trying to escape my unhappiness. I wish you luck and hope you find what it is that's missing in your life. I believe in God, but prayer doesn't work. if it helps think of God as somoene like you and me that suffers when you suffer rather than God is powerful, and controls it all. If God truly is that than God is Evil.


By anonymous at 26,Dec,10 22:02

Your problem is you.
Every day I have to work with people who are disabled and have it much worse off than you can even imagine.
I know what it is like to live in a foreign country where there is nobody to talk to, it sucks. I reached out to learn the local language and customs and was welcomed with open arms.
The world does not owe you happiness.
Find out what makes you happy and go for it.


By anonymous at 29,Dec,10 05:16

Ask yourself: What do I want right now and how do I get it?
And solve the fucking problem like you would a puzzle.

If you don't know what it is that you want go get laid.


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