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what is the point

Posted by anonymous at December 14, 2010
Tags: Attitude  2010 December  Health

Happiness Eludes me. I've suffered from depression and social anxiety since the 5th grade, I am now 30.been to so many shrinks and meds, this field is such a waste. No one really wants to help, just diagnose you.

My mom passed away this year, I developed a skin disease of the face this year, I have a back disease that causes me great pain on a daily basis, I work 3 jobs and I'm broke.

Beyond all this my main issue is that I really get no enjoyment from life. I have no passions really, most things to me not enjoyable and I suffer from this blackhole of depression.

The thing I hate most is when people that never had clinical depression tell you to cheer up, pick up your bootstraps; unless you have dealt with this monster, you really have no clue on how it sucks away your life

Anyways, let me know that I'm not the only one like this!!!!!


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By anonymous at 01,Jan,11 21:23

No, you are not the only one, I know about depression, I've laid in bed in the dark, holding very still and breathing shallow allowing my mind to drift off like I'm dead. I just wanted to pull the blanket over my head and never wake up.


By anonymous at 01,Jan,11 21:42

u skin probalem what is it? is it rosacea?
By anonymous at 01,Jan,11 21:43

ur* problem*


By anonymous at 02,Jan,11 02:14

Hi when I read your blog it was like reading my own, I feel exactly the way you do I also suffer with depression and social anxiety and have had for a long time, nothing makes me happy I am always sad and restless and you are right when I go to see a new doctor they always try and put me on anti depressants without finding a real cure for me well I have had it life sucks and no one wants to listen just go home and take a chill pill and everything will be fine, what a load of crap they wont listen until they find me deceased I suppose but by then it will be too late, I hope things are a little better for you I just wanted to let you know there are others out there just like you. Take care Louise


By anonymous at 03,Feb,11 00:50

Hey what helps me is just LIVING in that depression. I do shit like draw, and paint, hit shit (box), work out, scream, sing, etc . . . I don't try to run from my depression or try to medicate it/myself . . . I just simply call myself a stupid, fucking, dumb ass loser piece of shit, hate myself, realize my lifes is shit, and will likely remain shit for the rest of it, and just keep on moving on.

I've had the following thought before: I'm not depressed, assholes . . . LIFE . . . FUCKING . . . SUCKS. That's how I feel a lot. It's not that I'm depressed. It's that there's simply SOO much about life that sucks SOOO fucking bad that any normal, feeling human being in my shoes would have to see it in as depressing a manner as I see it.

Therefore, I just try to be a cool person . . . in a fucked up world.

It's tough . . . especially if it's the world that's in my HEAD that's fucked up . . . and not the "real" world (whatever the fuck THAT is).

Anyway . . .


By anonymous at 06,Jul,11 05:17

you ar3 NOT the only one like this


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