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I just can't do it anymore .

Posted by anonymous at December 24, 2010
Tags: 2010 December  Juvenile problems  Philosophical

It hasn't always been this way ..
There were so many good times ,
but all I can do now is sit around and think about what went wrong.
Some days I just can't take it.
I've been so close to suicide,
what's the point of life?
But I couldn't do that to my family.
No madder how much I can't stand them.
At school I'm invisible,
just a shadow with minimal friends.
When you look at me,
I don't appear that way.
Hell I look happy,
I'm not.
Read between the lines.
This is my cry for help.
Too bad there's nobody to listen.
14 years wasted .


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By anonymous at 11,Jan,11 13:08

No matter what happens, remember you're precious to your familly, you just said it, you can't stand them but you know how much you love them and how much they love you, Don't do that to them, you'll make the most loving people in your life sad...
And about friends, they'll come, all by themselves, like they did for me, I was just like you, now I got a job, I got mature, and people are way easily attracted to me... If I had killed myself, nothing of this would have happened, I would have died miserable, and lonely, I waited and look what happened, a light in the end of the tunnel, Hope...


By anonymous at 11,Jan,11 20:48

Hon, I feel the exact same way. Im 14 too.
I've wanted to die so many times, the ONLY thing keeping me from actually doing it is my mom and dad. If anything ever happened to them, I would have no reason left to live, no one who would give a damn if I died, so thats when i'd kill myself. I honestly wake up in the morning though and pray for a bus to hit me so I'd die a "tragic accidental death" and not put my parents through the pain of a child who took away their own lives. I hate life more than anything in the world.


By anonymous at 21,Jan,11 15:28

I must have posted this while i was sleeping, because this is my exact life except a bit worse stuff and i tried to kill myself (I sadly failed)
By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 06:28

How did you try to kill yourself?


By Dfarn at 15,Oct,11 04:36

Aw, chin up. You are so young and it will get better. My little brother is fourteen and gets bullied a lot and I have watched him cry and talk of suicide. Suicide is never the way, plus its a little selfish. Think of your family, friends (even if there are few), your cat? ANYTHING! You will be missed and for what? Look, if anyone here honestly feels suicidal in any way get help. Pray, talk to your parents, siblings, the police even. People are in place to help you. I can promise that if you hold out things will get better.
By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 06:30

Fuck friends! My friends think im joking when i talk to them about my problems. People are all bastards deep down i think.


By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 06:26

I know how youfeel. Im constantly abused psychologically by my mother. I camt seem to do anything right. I hate life. I am always thinking about endin it. I have even researched ways to kill myself. Forexample, i now know that i can turn rhubarb leafs into a deadly poison(oxalic acid) and that if i sleep with myhead tightly under the covers i can suffer from seveer carbon dioxide poisoning and die a horrible agonising death. It wouldn't hurt as much as my life has so far. I was a accident. I must have been born on the highway where all the other accidents occur.


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