I am 29 years old illegal allien in the united states.
When i left my country for the U.S, i thought the first thing i was going to do is going to school, unfortunatly not because you need such papers or documents to get colleges or universities.
I stayed for years without document, i didn't get chance to go to school, completing a high school diploma or GED for the entry of college or universty.
My life starts sucking.
Now i feel like i have no education, no skill, having difficulty with social skills like making friends, going out with friends or girls.
I just stay home in front of my gadgets, because i own tons of gadgets specially apple products what i love, i spend all my money on gadgets, i can't go back in my country right away because i don't have any qualification over there and it's one of the country more corrupted in the world and poverty is over there, seriously my family is ok, but me i feel scare to go back.
If i wake up in the morning i feel like the world is too scary for me, i feel nervous quickly, sometimes i don't even want to talk to people, specially work place, because it's one of the worst job in the planet, do this, go there, bring this because you don't have any skill, they just using you, treathing me like a garbage.
At 29 years old i got my life like that, i don't think i will make the rest of my life. | |
As for fearing the world being too scary and you not being able to deal with it. Remember, you have already spent 29 yrs of your precious existence here. How bad can it get? Its a temporary existence. Instead of fearing the world, enjoy the now forget everything else.
Stop talkin shit idiots, and let others say what they think, TROLLS
Better life is where you come from, with your people, damn it, immigrants risk their lives, and their money, just to see something new, but when they get where they wanted to go, they find nothing new.
My advice to you, get yourself together, make some money, go back to your contry, and make something useful for yourself, you won't find any good think in the US, I've been there (ligally tho, my jobs needs me to go different places), anyway the point is, I don't wanna offend americans, but for someone who's been to different places and seen different people, I think my homeland is by far much better in my opinion than USA, even tho we have corruption ect... ect... but still, u know what I mean
Best luck to u, and I wish from all my heart you could get over this, I know that feels like the most terrible mistake ever made, but believe me, it gets easier
Well whatever, he made a point though
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