I'm a freshmen in High School.Nobody loves me. The one person who ever actually cared left me because I'm too much to deal with. I've loved only one other person for years and he doesn't even care about me. He hates me. My whole family says I'm an asshole who will never get anywhere in life. My family wouldn't care if I didn't wake up tomorrow morning, and I wouldn't care if they died either. Nobody has told me I love you in years. My friends don't care about me. I don't even have one best friend I can talk to. I don't trust people and nobody trusts me. I'm so lonely and sad. I cry every night because I'm so pathetic. I'm absolutely all alone. I hate being 15. I hate life. I wish the whole world would just explode so I could die. My life fucking sucks. | |
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be sure they all make you a stronger person.
i understand u. because i have some kind of ur problems too...
but we should stand!
NEVER GIVE UP
I aint saying 15 is any easier by the way, I dont remember it being terribly easy either, but at least you didnt have bills to pay, a shitty, meaningless job to work that gives you no sense of accomplishment, and other ridiculous responsibilities that you dont want or need.
Just because your life sucks and the person who posted this thinks life sucks now, doesn't mean it will continue to. Unless you keep thinking it will.
My life sucked so bad for 30 years that I prayed every day for the strength to kill myself. Every fucking day!!
Then, one day I woke up and realized that what was stopping me from killing myself was that I couldn't put my Mom through that. So, I said to myself, if I can't kill myself, then I better figure out a way to pull myself out of this shit heap.
Well, the biggest thing I learned, isn't that the world sucks. It's your attitude that sucks. Change your attitude, change your way of thinking and change your way of looking at the world, and life will get better.
It doesn't happen over night, but I can honestly say that I stopped wanting to kill myself about 6 years ago, and slowly, life has continued to get better and better.
But it's all in little increments. But you have to want it to get better. You have to try to be happy. You have to try to make life better. You have to try to look at things a little brighter. And you have to do it every day. All day. It's hard work at first and it will take a lot of practice. But anyone has the ability to do it. But you have to have the will to do it and the determination to make your life better.
Have you noticed a pattern? YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU have to do it. YOU have the ability to turn your life around and YOU are the only one who can.
You can't sit around every day focusing on the negative and focusing on how much your life sucks and expect everything to just change one day all by itself.
It's all up to you. How badly do you want happiness?
Thanks
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