I fucking hate myself. I can't stand my husband of 20 years. I don't have the guts to leave him. I use the excuse that I should stay for my kids but I am so fucking unhappy. THis is not going to get any better. I loove my kids and I would absolutely be dead if they were not in my life. I have tried suicede several times.
Every waking thought is either about money or about how many guys I want to have shameless sex with. Maybe someone can at least satisfy me sexually. Life to me is all about money and men. I want to screw as many guys as possible but I feel like I have to stay true to my vows. I have been diagnosed with bi polar disorder. I just want to go out and be wild. I want money, money, money adn men, men, men. What a slut I am. I am a horrible person. I hate myself. I look at myself and i want to throw the fuck up. I would not wish this fucking crap on anyone.
I feel my sanity slipping away. What can I do? | |
Blame the woman for being human? If "men" didn't act out their "normal" desires, marriage statistics would probably be a bit more encouraging to examine. It is acceptable for "men" to express these types of attractions but not women. GROW UP!!!
She is absolutely and completely normal. Expressing frustration in the marriage by "fantasizing" is actually pretty normal and healthy. As far as were concerned, she didn't stray.....yet. Even if she did, ALL THE POWER TO HER. Who knows, she might meet a real Man this time. YOU GO GIRL.....
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