ok so im writing this story because i have no one else who i could possible tell without it having bad reprecussions for me. a year ago i split with my husband of 8 years i have too children and they are all that keep me from not being here anymore. my ex left me with our house which i cannot afford and havent been paying my mortgage for months and am going to have to leave. but the main part of my story is that eight months ago i met and fell in love with a married man he told me he loved me too and said that he was going to leave his wife for me they have no children. i absolutely adore this man and i never felt so much love for one person i devoted 8 months of my life to this man and did everything he asked i put him on a pedestal and was and still am bessotted by him.however his wife found out about his affair and they split up,it sounds like a horrible thing to say but i was happy and i knew that we would be holding hands down the street soon. but he has gone back to her i am absolutely devestated and found out i was pregnant with his child i had to have an abortion all on my own and had nobody there to help me.i feel so low and completely alone and worthless i know that people will think it serves me right but im a big believer in the fact that u cant help who you fall in love with and he who is without sin then cast the first stone. my life is just falling apart im in debt ive got to leave my home and my heart is shattered my kids are all that keep me from ending it all. | |
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