My entire life has been hell on earth . I was molested 5 times when I was a kid by different girls/woman . Normally a man would not complain about that but it turned me into a sick fucking pervert . I can't even begin to divulge the things that I have done in my life without risking a very long prison sentence but I am sorry for everything that I have ever done ..please GOD forgive me .... Anyways with tears in my eyes I can say that I feel for every person who posts there story on this site I feel your pain . A life without meaning and without hope is no life at all and so we all continue forward with a sad existence clawing out some kind of pathetic reality .
My entire life I was bullied and made fun of for being ugly,awkward and just plain annoying . No matter what I tried I had no friends and even my own family could not stand me . Finally I grew up and found a woman who would marry me but I was so fucked up in the head i cheated on her none stop . eventually she left me and was again alone and desperate so I fucked everything in site and made terrible decisions for my life . So here I am in my 30's and I live with my mother , I dont have a car , I am morbidly obese , I am having heart problems , I am a shitty employee who could be fired at anytime and yet somehow I hope in some pathetic sad way life will get better and I will make amends with the things I have done in the past . That is all any of us have thought right ?? Some kind of desperate skewed perception of hope ..without hope we might as well find a noose and finish it . | |
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