Growing up as a kid was hard for me. I have stupid red hair, and it has killed my confidence every since I was young. On top of that I also suffered from severe acne as a teen and continue to struggle with it as an adult as well. It has pretty much shattered any confidence I would have when approaching women. I have never had a steady girlfirend for a long period of time. I have dated off and on, but wish that were different. I feel extremely lonely all the time, and do not know what to do. To make things even worse I have a low paying job, which does not allow me the comfortability to go out and spend money at bars or etc to me women. I am broke all the time and make just enough to pay my own bills. I am currently going to school too try and rectify that situation. I want a girlfriend, but I do not want to accept just anybody. I want to feel love for another woman. I want to know what that is like, and it makes my heart hurt constantly that I do not have that. I feel like I might be alone for the rest of my life. Most of my friends have moved on with their lives having kids or having long-term relationships. I unfortunatly have been left behind in this process. So know I am truly alone and do not have any of those friends that I had when I was younger. I just turned 31 this year and are alone and sad all the time. I feel such negative energy all the time from the people that surround me. For instance, the people at my job they just seem so one tracked minded. I feel like I need to break away and fine some people who embrace my views. I do not know... Maybe things will change | |
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