Ever since I began to understand stuff, my parents and other family members instilled fears in me. They always use ghost stories to scare me off when I'm naughty. I started to make friend with a boy at my school in Perak,Malaysia. We were damn good friends until I had some misunderstanding with my auntie and had to leave. From that day onwards,no one really care for me. However, I've no freedom whatsoever. Every time I wanna try out some cool stuff, my family will be discouraging enough to drop me out. Every time i did some silly message,my parents and my another aunt will punish me `incredibly'; eventhough sometimes i did no wrong and they thought that i'm. Every time I'm trying something out like going to bike tour or trying to do 360 dunk, they would just brush me off. My dad basically an `ice' that i have only recently be able to connect. Nobodsy instill confidence in me, they dont care, but they just control my freedom... My friend were most smart-ass...I'm quite a nerd; for i like classical stuff like Casablanca. My aunt even told me that I'm naive to try out bike tour..... I just felt that my life a joke.I tried connect to God spiritually. IKt only worked temporary before I see more negative result than positive....No matter waht i do,nobody instill confident in me,even as small as arranging clothes in a rack.....I'm able; but ppl always look upon me like a slave....Why?!Why?!Why?! I'm just a loser; no matter how positive i think i am.Stuff from motivational books just dont work! | |
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