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Im in fucking hell right now

Posted by anonymous at March 31, 2011
Tags: Alcohol  Health  Job  2011 March

I am a 25 year old male, my future looks bleak at the moment. It didn't always feel this way. When I was 17 I met the girl of my dreams, had friends, thought I had great personality and I started working in marketing making decent money doing doing something I enjoyed. I started losing work a few years ago and had to take a bunch of shitty temp jobs. I felt like I had been getting screwed over by employer after employer, I had managers threaten me and belittle me constantly while I worked at these minimum wage jobs leaving little to no self confidence left inside. I was diagnosed with a tumor in my neck and shortly after that my girlfriend of 9 years left me. I couldn't control my anxiety and therefor couldn't keep a job, so now I live with my mother. I've had several manic depressive episodes in the time I've lived here. I go out drinking alone and when I try to talk to anybody I end up feeling like I've just made a fool out of myself. I've been drinking daily and can't see myself going anywhere. My waking thoughts are of putting a shotgun under my chin and pulling the trigger.


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By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 01:28

Forget about that girlfriend of 9 years - it just goes to show she didn't really love you if she left after finding out you had a neck tumor. So go get an operation to have it surgically removed, then look around for higher paying jobs doing sales and marketing work instead of sucking around with temporary / minimum wage jobs. Maybe join a multi-level marketing group where you can meet new people, make friends and develop your personality.

By anonymous at 13,Apr,11 21:54

Phillipians 4 6,7,8

By anonymous at 14,Apr,11 13:45

I had my girlfriend of twelve years leave me and I have been devastated and alone for four years so I can sympathize. Hopefully your tumor turns out not to be serious or easily removed. Quit drinking. I use to drink alone all the time. Seems like when we get older, drinking becomes our only hobby.

By anonymous at 23,Jan,12 09:29

life is fucking hell here

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