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Posted by Rachel at April 2, 2011
Tags: 2011 April  Loneliness

I am going to be heading off to college next year and this year I have finally realized how lonely I am. After being friends with the same people since 5th grade, I kind of expected there to be a bond. Now, though, I am the afterthought friend; the one everyone forgets about until they are desperate for company. I am leaving all of these people next year and I can't wait. Come graduation, I don't think I will be at all sad about leaving them behind. I haven't hung out with my supposed best friend out of school since halloween. I can't trust a lot of them because they have severely betrayed my trust and the couple people I do trust are mere aquaintences. Up until this year, I had sports so I just brushed off the little time I see my friends to my being so busy. I am a horrible person for saying this because my friends aren't bad people, but I don't like being with them anymore. I am the playful, adventurous one in the group but now I just feel like a spectacle. They all have found their best friend and formed mini-groups and I am alone. The sad part is, none of them know me at all. They refer to me as their friend, invite me to the major gatherings, etc but every conversation I have with them is incredibly shallow. I feel like they are all just waiting for me to leave so that they can talk about important stuff. What have I done wrong? Now, I am just sitting around waiting for school to end so I can move past them.


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By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 16:54

ain't that the truth


By anonymous at 13,Apr,11 20:44

You are young and this all seems very important, but there are far worse things in life. Get past it.


By anonymous at 14,Apr,11 08:54

Its alwais like that, thats all.
you meet people, live with them for a while, but then is the momento to leave, its nothing...
You will make new friends, and they will be like before, but one day is gonna happen again, WE ARE ALWAIS ALONE...


By anonymous at 14,Apr,11 11:35

you have outgrown these poeple, that's all. as you mature, so will friendships deepen.


By anonymous at 16,Apr,11 13:58

Its ok honey. I know exactly how you feel. I thought I was some kind of freak, I didn't understand why talking to my friends didn't feel real. But its still good to have them around and instead of hating them, trying to find the positive side in them. you will find the friends you are looking for, they are pure gold, and will understand and support you. When you find them make sure not to let those ones go.


By anonymous at 19,Apr,11 17:02

Uh, hi, um, I'm fourteen. My whole LIFE isn't sucking... but my day has been SOOO BAD... I got in trouble for finding a card with an animated girl in a bikini on it. The teacher that walked by thought that it was mine, D: and now i have to sit in the detention room for all of lunch, and break-time today. Im sitting in it right now. Just a couple minutes ago, the principle and my advisor came in with my friend Nicolas, and they were yelling at me for calling him names. But it wasn't just ME it was the whole 8th grade and 9th grade!! My advisor said that I WAS THE ONE that "started it in the first place." It wasn't me it was my best friend, Isabella. But i didn't tell them that, I don't want her to get in trouble. My advisor said that I might sit in detention tomorrow too >:( jeez i hate this
By anonymous at 19,Apr,11 17:03

I just had to write about it. I usually have to vent about stuff


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