what i remember about childhood is mostlly happy until i turned 10. at 10 my mom had a breakdown, she wouldnt say so but i know it was. we would go back and forth from our house to my grandmas house everytime my parents had a major fight. my sisters do not remember this they think that its no big deal. well it is to me. my mom use to lock herself in the bedroom and stay there until she wanted to come out. i understand that now that i am a mom. but could i really do that, the answer is no..now that i am older i feel like i really do not want to deal with some of the crap that goes on with my mother. dont get me wrong i really love my mom but i still have worries. my sisters do not remember me hooking them up in the stroller to walk to grammas to be told we were terrible children. i do.. they do not remember hearing the fights, seeing mom zonked out on some drug the doc gave to her. I DO !!! | |
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