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I have the Same Problem with you. I hate My Fucking Gook
Face. No one fucking Love me.
I don't want to Fucking Live. I'm so Depress All The
time. And i'm going to fucking kill myself Someday...
Fuck This World. Fuck Asians. Fuck my Perents.
I live in Shithole Country. Shitty Appearance, Shitty Race.
i'm still fucking virgin who spend most of my life front
of computer.i'll end this bullshit. i'm not afraid of
death.
i did think bout commiting suicide, but then i realized that if i did actually do that, that would mean i let the ppl who tease me win, the ppl who ruined my life they will be satisfied , and i dont want that. but still, i dont know wat to do , guess i have to keep fighting, tho it might turn ugly in the end.
music helps somehow, music is ur best friend.
i have learned that its not about how you look thats matters its about the aura you expell from yourself
i also feel like you at times but i have come to terms with my looks cause they dont make me
i can be beautiful but i can also be very vain
my advice to you is to be true to yourself cause when darkness arrives even your own shaddow deserts you
look in the mirror and say i love being me cause im the best me i can be
dont ever doubt yourself and try with all your might to be the best you can be cause someday someone will love you for you someone will look into your eyes and search your soul and truely love you for who you are
:)
I know a few people who improved eyesight with natural methods too.. (meditation and stress relief)
Hope it works for you!! (The relaxation exercises can be really comfortable and cozy, if you at least manage to stop it from progressing, that's something too!!)
Maybe you can travel to US/Western states and get a job there? Or with an international company that has a subsidiary where you might want to live? You might even do PR for music bands other people don't know yet?
I find it difficult to believe that 'nobody' in Taiwan would be into alternative rock, emo or punk music? Maybe you just haven't met the right people yet?
People don't need to listen to ALL the same bands to appreciate you or be interesting enough to be friends with!!
Or maybe there are international people who'd be happy to meet some 'native speakers'?
Unless you want to be Miss Universe, a supermodel or a moviestar/front singer, your looks don't have much to do with job or future... And if Asian people tease you, maybe Western people wouldn't?
Glasses can make eyes smaller too, and people can tease others for glasses too, even if eyes are 'normal'... And some people just like to tease others (maybe even 'just to be friendly'!!), maybe you could be thankful that they only teased you about eyes and being skinny, and not other things?? In a few years they will be jealous of you being skinny!!
Maybe read 'Dealing with Difficult People' book if you can!! (the bigger version, by Kirschner and Brinkmann) There's advice against teasing or bullying elsewhere too!!
Good luck!!
As far as making friends -- you should find people who share the same intrests...for example if you like to read - go to a bookstore ... strike up conversations. You Can Do It! The power is really within yourself...
*THE ONLY OPINION THAT REALLY MATTERS IS YOURS...the rest will follow! *please stray yourself away from the SELF DESTRUCTIVE path of SELF DISGUST ... it's hard to comeback....LOVE YOURSELF!
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