my boyfriend hits me, he just likes to beat me up , i donno what to do , he just likes to boss me around and he wants me to listen to every shit he says and if i say know he grabs and he strarts beating, up, he slaps me, he bitss me. my life realy sucks i feel dumb because of him , i don wana leave him because i love him, i have never been in love before, i lost my fucking virginity to him , he means the world to me but he is killing me , all those bruises i have , i cant take anymore, i wish i could die or something,i cut myself because of this dude. what realy sucks that am only 16 BTW he is 16 too.
last time that i remeber him stricking was three days ago, i went to a fiend house that he had a fight with and i ddnt tell him, I HAD A FUCKING ENGLISH THINGIE to do and he was my partner, what is wrong with that , i have nothing to do with this fuckin fight!!!!anywz i wana die so bad,everyone thinks my life is perfect they sy somthin like i have a lvly house and car , am skinny and beautiful and my boyfriend is cute and shit, it is true that many girls in my class would die to go out with hime at lst one day, but if they aculy kno who he rly is ...... anyways they think my life is the best also i am like i have popular frindz and good grades and all that fucing shit, but i feel terribl inside and fucked up,imagine the empyness and the pain that you feel stuck jst inside!!!!! the worst and funniest shit ever is that he iz actuly planing on our futur togther and all that crap!!! i feel so deepressed , my boyfreind (the 16 yrs old bastard gy) wont stop stricking me until he kills me! no one knws bt this so far i feel broken and a bit embassed!!!! jst wana kill myself!!