Not bad enough to be 60 and in lousy health. Disability sucks. My time is my own, but the "pay" is so far below poverty level its a joke. Any attempt to relieve pain has its own consequences; durgs leave me feeling fucked up, and yesterday, I was told the pain clinic would no longer write me scrips for needed medication, because I tested positive several times in the last 12 or 15 years. Fuck 'em all. Fuck Everything. No one actually gives a shit about anything written here, but it feels better being able to blow off some steam. Thanks for that. No gods will relieve you, if they exist at all they just watch. Humanity rushes on its way down the toilet, America especially. My sole wish is for a re-write of this life, only WITH MEMORY, or oblivion. total non-existence in any way, any form. | |
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