So let's go in order. The girl I liked and who I thought liked me turned me down for a guy she had admitted to not liking.
No big deal really, happens to us all. Then the community college I was taking classes at tells me I'm not allowed to take anymore classes due to a bill for a class I didn't take.
Fine, I'll sort that out, even though it'll cost me a year of my life. Then I get in a wreck. Not my fault and the damage is minor, but it still takes my car out for a month.
Then my house gets robbed. They took everything I had of value; TV, computer, video games, you name it. This is 3 days before Christmas.
Then some "friends" come over and one of them gets into an argument with me. He is drunk and takes a swing at me, misses, and I hit back. Now none of my friends want to talk to me because they think I hit first. None of them are willing to listen. Fine, I'll make new friends.
Then I get laid off. I now have no job, no friends, and little self-esteem. I still have my roommate and my car and some prospects though.
I decide to join the Air Force. I am on my way to meet the recruiter when a 90 year old lady in a boat of an Olds turns left without a signal and totals my car as I am going through an intersection. So now I'm injured, have no car, and can no longer join the AF.
I am depressed at this point. Nothing is going right. I figure I can't get much lower than this.
Wrong.
My roommate loses his job and instead of finding another one, decides to mope about for a couple of months. Being the nice guy I am, I had put all the bills in my name because his credit score was too low at the time. Now he is not paying me for bills or rent. I have used up my entire savings because of him since the lease is in both our names and the bills are in mine.
I was laid off again a month ago and am now eating ramen and thinking about selling everything I own to pay off my debt and then taking as many sleeping pills as possible. I have no friends, I have no prospects, I have no money, I have no job, I have no skills, I literally have nothing. Even if I do everything I can to dig myself out of this hole that others have dug for me, how can I be happy? How can I be happy knowing that this is the world I live in? I mean, why bother? | |
You literally have nothing? You have my prayers and the Lord himself. I will tell others to pray for you as well. Please don't give up.
Find some free or really cheap things to occupy your time like reading, running/jogging, go site seeing or hicking, go to a free museum, find a dollar movie theater, go to the library and research the future that you want, find non-profit organizations that might be able to help you or volunteer somewhere to help others that are having difficulty too. Matter of fact, a friend of mine went to a non-profit organization to get assistance and walked out instead with a job.
So occupy your time with positives and watch how things will start to change. God Bless and the best of luck. This world needs good hearted people like you around. And if no one has ever said it, thank you for your kindness. Someday you will be rewarded for it. :)
Disable olympic could be your destiny too if you want it to be.
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