I am a 26 year old guy. I will be as honest as I can. I am attractive, make good money, own my own house, drive a nice car, and have the cutest child anyone could imagine. When I saw it out loud, it sounds like a perfect life. In school (k-12) I was semi popular, meaning people know of me and didnt mind me much! with this, I had not one friend in the world. No group, no lunch buddy, I constantly sat alone. I am, and was simply forgotten. I have never been abused, beaten up, been in fight. I am relativley unscathed (minus a terrible divorce where my wife cheated on me, and a slight attiction to internet porn) I have always felt alone, with SO many resources around me that were just out of my reach. I had "almost friends" and "almost relationships" that would never pan out. I do not believe in god whatsoever, so that aspecgt of my life has thwarted me in a christian society. More recently, I am stuck with a terrible ex wife who does all in her power to make my life miserable. If she sees I have hung out with a girl, she humiliated me in front of her. She tries to hold my beautiful son over my head in the most negative light to get her way. When it comes to dating, I date very beautiful girls. We go on long dates, have a great time, have deep intimate conversations, and plan out our next hang out. YET, the next hang out never comes. I am again, ignored. At work I am on top of my numbers, i make very good money, and i like what I do. Yet even there, when an employee of the quarter, or any other type of recognition is expected, nothing comes my way. Again, I am not a sad, down, depressed person. I am simply forgotten. People dont mean to do it, it just happens. the thought of me smiply does not cross peoples mind. I share this mainly becuase I think this might give people a better understanding of what it means to be lonely. I beleive we all operate on different frequencies, and some of our frequencies are simply not in touch with the majority of people. Even if those people like us, it is out of thier power or control to remember those of us forgotten. I wrote this quite terribly, as I have trouble expressing myself, but I wanted to share this to say noone is truly alone. Even those who you mighy least expect to feel the SAME WAY you do, can have these same trouble of being forgotten and alone. Thanks for listening. | |
Thanks for the sentiment too. No one is alone. And lots of the time, if people knew that you were feeling alone, they would rush to notice you. Some people just come across like they don't need anybody, but we all do.
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