I wake up everyday at 6:20 and run my ass off at cross-country practice for my coach, who also happens to be my dad. I love running but all the pressure of having a parent as a coach can get pretty exhausting. I'm supposed to be this team captain who leads our team to state (which I failed to do the previous year), then go off to college hopefully on a scholarship for running. Idk if I want to do that. Besides running I am a pretty quiet and timid guy. I am a nice and alright looking guy I guess, I just am skinny as Shit and have no confidence. I occasionally get girls and get along with pretty much anyone. I just wish I could get the balls to hit on more girls and make more friends with other guys. I never party because I don't usually get invited only rarely and I am afraid of gettin busted and facing the consequences. Idk why I am so afraid or why I should be be, I'm not even that smart, my GPA barely a 3.0 and as you can read this message you can tell my grammar sucks balls. I am in quote on quote "smart kid classes" and brought up as an all around good guy. My family loves me and so do my friends. I guess I just want more friends and girls in my life or just to be more popular. I would also like to do more exiting things. I get depressed a lot. Any suggestions? | |
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but remember...being book smart isn't always the best...just learn how to do your own thing and be happy following your passions. the public school system (even colleges) only exists as a means to get you to "fall in line" like everyone else. start listening to bad ass punk bands like crass, 7 seconds, the clash, and against me! and free yourself of their chains while you still can!
I am sorry that you are having extreme difficulties in life but please don't take it out on others who have not caused them. Spreading hate is not the answer.
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