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my happy life

Posted by jimmy at July 31, 2011
Tags: 2011 July  School

Well ever since I was in about 2nd grade I have had thoughts of suicide because of not being socially accepted. Im a nice kid and do my best but i just dont see why no one likes me, the up to my life is that i have a good family. When I was in about 4th or 5th grade I took a bowling pin and started smashing it into my face after being told over and over at school that i was worthless and that i didnt belong on this earth. I was never emotionally depressed into all the wrist cutting and crap in middle school because i believe those people just want attention. all ive ever wanted are friends. Since I dont hang around kids i am the target for all bigger kids. i am like the main school punching bag, ive even broken bones to beatings at school. now its a week until high school and from what ive heard it keeps going downhill from here, i SINCERELY do not expect myself to be able to make it through all 4 years of highschool, i am one of the top 5 smartest kids in my class of 350, but i wont make it through highschool because i sincerely do not think that i can survive. i seriously barely survived middle school. i was about 2 beatings or 5 days more rejection away from hanging myself. at this point in the summer i am around my family all the time because any friends that i had in the past have moved on or out of town. well thats all i am complaining about for today, i might check back on this site in 4 years if im still alive to post again, wish me luck please


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By anonymous at 03,Oct,11 19:17

dont' kill yourself, i've been there and it gets better after highschool, I promise. Tough it through, it'll make you stronger, and you're smart, your most likely going to be a very successful adults, while your bullies are going to be bums. Don't give them the last laugh.

By anonymous at 04,Oct,11 01:32

hey dont worry ull have a really bright future BELIEVE ME ive been there too bullies are nothing but worthless piece of shit who think that they can do everth thing your special believe that and live your life STAY STRONG ........

By anonymous at 21,Oct,11 19:03

Dont do anything bad, if u need a friend on here for u

By anonymous at 30,Dec,11 18:20

i'll see u too in four years. lets see if i survived. elementary and middle school was Hell. now i just have to keep going until i get out...

By anonymous at 16,Jan,12 18:22

Dude, if you read this, I am you. I was exactly you in middle school. It will make you a stronger person because of it. Strength through adversity. I got my ass kicked EVERY DAMN DAY of my childhood. And you know what? I have about 9 months left before I leave for BUD/s, which is Navy SEAL training. You can make it kid, so did I. You're better than all of 'em. And some day, you'll believe me.

By anonymous at 26,Jan,12 00:53

Hey man, My life sucks to. And just saying that when I was going to highschool I thought things were gonna get 100x worse but now im a 9th grader and things are alot better. People in highschool are alot nicer and more mature. Let me promise you this highschool WILL be better then middle school for you

By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 21:32

I'm a sophomore now, and kids have started to mature, and apprichiate intelligence now.

By anonymous at 06,Feb,13 16:07

Hey. if you are reading this, please know that you're worth more than all of them put together. I never had it as bad as you, but I had a lot of name calling/cyber bullying type stuff going on as a kid. In high school now, it's much better because I stay away from those people. Somedays it's still tough, but if you are smart and just keep going you'll be their boss in the future. Remember that. Get into a good college and you will meet people like you who you can get along with, so keep working! xo

By david at 04,Nov,14 09:57

I'm sorry, we can't do anything to defend ourselves against this. To disappear from this world sounds nice, but what lies beyond death is scary, I don't wanna know, just keep living, unless you're having a more terrible life than what you written here, then in that case, end it quickly.

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