I've always wanted to be a doctor I've always been so interested in the material it was a big dream but i had the support of my family and so i went for it and somehow i managed to get in med. school and it was the happiest day of my life when i got accepted 5 years later I'm still a sophomore and i'm getting expelled this year if i fail i'm gonna go get my results in couple of hours i'm 23 years old and if i get expelled i'm gonna have to go to another collage and start over and be a freshman i'm too old for this i really loved what i studied and i really tried hard and i know people who did much less than i did and passed I've always refused to cheat though a lot of ppl offered to help me out during my exams but i wouldn't ever do that it's against what i believe i feel like a total loser i hate myself and my life i wasted my life on something i loved but sucked at :( what kind of person suck at what they love anyway probably a loser like me :( i don't even know how to face anyone now that i failed miserably they all will probably think of me as a stupid loser and i cant blame them i don't think i can face ppl anymore i cant even skip collage and find a job coz where i live if i don't have a collage degree i have no chances of finding a job | |
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