my mom is a whore she met my birth dad on a crack deal and was merely a reciprocal for the coke money that her boyfrend did not have my daddy got tipsy n fucked her up the ass next he fucked her in the other and gave birth 2 a baby in a bag. the next piece of work was me !! :) yeah so she did summore coke n fucked my dad summore n then supposedly he chased her with a knife er sum shit but u never can believe sumthing a whore says n thats exactly wat my mom is. now she fucks a doctor for money. every nite i get 2 hear how much she hates him but yet theyre still makin pornos together. i keep in touch with my real dad u no im his designated driver sum,times otehr times im his drunk dial candidate. he useed 2 take me places when i was yunger but not anymore. my grandparents are two drunks. they cant make decisions for themselves so they try 2 influence all of mine. im constantly showered with nice objects new posters new clothes new all kinds of shit but all i really want is love and its no where in this house at all;. there is plenty of oxycotton and weed but thats no compensation. the weed is close but that oxycotton shit is bad ! k so yeah anyways my mom is a selfish whore she ignores me all the time. even when i try 2 tell her i want her 2 be nicer 2 mer she just basically tells me 2 fuck off. she shouldnt have made me if she wasnt willing 2 raise me ! she hasnt done shit my whole life for me except like, this is weird, she would suck my stepdads cock so that he would do my homework for me. when i was in boarding skool she did these online classes so that i wud graduate oin time and she wud do nasty thnings for him so that i wud graduate on time. she also buys me things. but there is no love. every one in my family is a freak !!! no one is normal and its so hard 2 have frendz cuz im jealous of them ! n theyre jealous of me ! i have lots of nice things but most of em are things i made. i dont want more shoes i want a fucking mom ! my sister is a whore now 2 because of how shes been raise.d my stepdad walks around naked and duz coked. one night my parents invited me to a hotel to do coke with them. i said no. my mom begged she says please please son it will make you talk all nite. i said i dont wanna talk all nite mom, n left. my parents think ive been depresssed my whole life. im not. well kinda... but jus cuz i have freaks for family and i have no escape. i have a lotta nice qualities that are overlooked by my discustint excuse for parents. they continue working to sustain their habit and they never give me or ,my 2 siblingss food/ sumtimes theyres so strung out they accuse me of their problems. as if it was my fault my stepdads dick is invisible without a fuckin uhh magnifying glass. ive been ignored my whole life.. except for wen i became a teenager and did drugsl then ery1 loved me i was jus SOO cool when i was hi and i still am but im smarter now n now everyone is jealous of me n even if they are my frend theyere jus bull shit and all tehy do is smoke cigarettes n play with their phones! sumtimes i really wanna kill myself ! my mom is a fucking whore and no matter wat i do its never gonna change ! she neglects my otehre siblngs too ! she duznt desrve 2 do coke while her kidks suffer. she duzny desrve 2 have 4 painkiller perscriptions when i have the same pain disorder as she does and i get none ! she duznt deserve 2 live ! she deserves 2 fucking die ! my whole life shes been tryna get 2 take anti depresasants and be a loser like her but no psychiatrist agrees with her they agree with me and think im the perfect kid. no one on my family is normal ! how the fuck do i get outta here? im also recorvering from a neurological condition its almost gone now and today i plan 2 start tryna get the fuck outta this hellhole ! my mom wil never be normal ! and my step dad nevr was ! my grandparnets act all nice and helpful but they are dumber than fucking a worm or something ! this is how they "help" they start the project and never finish it. and if they ever do finish it its done unsucessful !! they suck at life ! they are two drunks who I am left 2 serve. im so nice i watch gay movies with htme all the time,. n they do alot for me sorta ya but wat i want is for them 2 be normal. not make fun of me and family reunions and act all nice wen its jus me n them. not fuckin do gross things. my mom by the way shits her pants at the dinner table about hmm once a month, which isnt too much but trust me its more than enuff ! no one is normal here. !! i went 2 boarding skool and i had normal friendships u no for hte most part. cuz i was away from this trash. but now that im back home i cant function hardly knowing i have to return to freaks !! my grandparents are so fucking crazy u have no idea. yea they bot me an iphone 2 make up for their shitty way of living and its a nice phone , but dude i jsut want someone who cares about me. i want this phone too yea, but like im sure id trade all this jus for a normal mom. she was almost normal once, but since then its jus got worse and worse. this doctor she is fucking for money has turned her into a freak. shes a monster !! she seriously looks like ursala from the lil mermaid ! i fuckin try but i dont get anywher with these freaks. im sorry but they are so fucking crazy i cant take it anymore. so yeah. hopefuly ill make it out of her. i have ALOT of potential and im really talented i kud kill any rapper in a freeestle EZ but dont do rap battles cuz i represent peace and equality. i have a lot of potetial mroe than anyone else i know but my love and good qualities are continueally overlooked and its hard for me 2 stay the way i do. i dnt no how i do it, i do sum pretty amazing shit... but on days like thes, i wonder, will I ever make it? or will i always be stuck in thsi big room with all the nice stuff in it and no one to share it with? | |
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