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Can't find any answers nor anyone who can answer anything real

Posted by anonymous at September 6, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Drugs  Loneliness  2011 September

I am 19 soon 20 years old live in Norway, I'm about to move in to an apartment with 3 girls whom I have been friends with since I was 7 years old. I have a job, friends and family. Basicly I have everything one could want and I live in a rich contry etc... A mere two years ago, I was optimistic, enthusiastic, loved soccer and floorball. It was something I was great at, I have always been very athletic. When I think back I was so very energic and enthusiastic!

One year ago I moved to Oslo and started living by myself/working. I started smoking weed every now and then. When i either were in a sad mood or in a great mood and with friends just chillin'. Now I'm about to move back to my hometown after 1 year.

I feel alone and that no one understands me, can't find anyone who are on the same page as me (so to speak). I spend a lot of time thinking about the world we live in, the people that "run" it. And in my head it all looks very bad and dark. I know I could change my attitude and just ignore how bad things are. There are a LOT of good things too, but by living that way I feel like an ignorant tool. I see most people as ignorant even if I want to or not. Even my parents, 2 older brothers, sister and friends.

I write this in hope for some input from someone else than my own dark thoguhts or so called "ignorant" family/friends. (In my eyes they are ignorant or live in an ignorant way)


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By writer at 31,Oct,11 12:58

i know what youre going through, it may sound crazy but smokin pod regulary makes think about thing in a way most people dont
understand, me and my friends simply call this phenomen ''knowing'' you cannot blame youre familly and friends for being ''ignorant'' because that attitude is fet to us for all enturnity its a good thing you think like this, but a sad faqt is that you have to go with it (bend or break) my suggestion is, be ignorend on the surface but inside you ''know'' tip: watch the documentary ''zeitgeist''

good luck brother
By writer at 31,Oct,11 13:00

keep holding on, the revolution will come

By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 00:30

You are a smart guy! I know exactly how u feeling. I see everyone around me like a fool, innocent fools. I recommend the book `Tuesdays with Morrie` It will give u a lot of answers! (Dont worry, no religion bullshit)

By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 15:31

i feel the same way as u, all the time, exactly the same, and i dont smoke weed, so its definitely nothing to do with weed and its effects.

By writer at 02,Nov,11 05:50

thats a relieve, that means not only dopeheads think this way, that gives it more credibility.

By buy cheap oem software at 12,Feb,12 03:13

kPTmNz Uh, well, explain me a please, I am not quite in the subject, how can it be?!...

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