well.. i dunno what to say really, after reading a lot of these entries i realize that my life doesn't really suck that much but i just sorta want to get this off my chest i guess.
so well life for me as a kid was pretty average, my parents weren't that great, my dad didn't take care of me at all until i was 13, my mum was always left to take care of me alone and because of that she was always stressed and pretty pissed off most of the time, don't get me wrong, i love her but sometimes... yea..
anyway, when i was about 9, my parents got divorced, they decided they didn't like each other at all. My mum got re-married to a fag of a step-dad who physically and emotionally abused my mum and i, he even threated to beat me on my birthday. Around that time, i was sexually abused which is still a haunting memory to this day, my mum and him would always fight.
Now that im 15, life still isn't that great but im still grateful for everyday, i have medication for my depression, i'm not a virgin -it was my best friend and now things between us are just sorta ughh- i cut myself a lot and when i come to school my 'friends' call me an emo and now, i've lost my other best friend because he got a girlfriend and apparently doesn't have time to be my friend anymore and being a guy at my school pretty much means you can't really talk to anyone about how depressed you are.
Life blows but i'm glad that it gets better :) | |
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