I never resorted to drugs or alcohol to ease pain but I have a load of prescriptions for my PTSD and depression. Battle suicide nearly everyday. I wonder what a good life feels like. I do care for the unwanted - people and animals. I have a huge but tattered heart. I don't know why I am here being punished for something I have not done. I am very lonely but cannot help keeping everyone at arm's length. Aloof I have been told. I cannot think of anyone that has not betrayed me. | |
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