I just graduated from grad school...second time around. Have two masters degrees at this point. Been working my ass off at school for my entire life, and for what? Nothing. No way to find a job in this economy, so now I´m flippin burgers and barely making a living. I have one friend that I keep in touch with. Most of my friends are married with children by now, but me, I´m single still and i just turned thirty three weeks ago. Had a really good friend that I had an awesome relationship with but she moved abroad 6 months ago. My mom passed away couple of years back around the same time I was starting grad school again. A few months later my dad got diagnosed with cancer. He´s ok now, thank god. But those months really took their toll. This however doesn´t change the fact that we don´t really get along. Everytime we talk we fight, wich basically makes me want not to talk at all. Around the same time all of this was going on I fell in love. Basically for the first time in my life. We saw each other for a few months but then right before my midterms, he dumped me. My siblings all have families of their own and their own problems to deal with, so I don´t really hear from them that often. Because I´m the only one who is alone and jobless it has basically become my job to take care of my 90 year old grandma. Don´t get me wrong, I love her to death, but I feel I´m dealing with problems I shouldn´t be dealing with at my age. I feel like I don´t get a chance to start a life own because I´m stuck dealing with problems that got dumped on me since my mom died. There´s simply no other way to put it, f--k my life. | |