This might be boring but I just need to vent out my feeling. Ever since i was forced to be homeschooled. I havent had any friends. All of my old friends dont seem to wanna hang out with me thye always have something else to do. After I got out of public school I joined a dance class hoping to get some friends. but I been going there for 2 months now and noone seems to like me they already have theyre own set of friends. My mom hasnt been the best either. I been having a hard time on my homeschool which I didnt have in public school. And since I do classes online instead of having a teacher. its alot more confusing and I dont seem to get it. I ask my mom for help but she rather do other things and shes very impatient. One night she started screaming at me and said I should just drop out and be a loser. I was more mad than sad really. I cant go on facebook anymore so I cant talk to any of my friends. There were times I've thought of cutting myself but never actusllly attempted it. Now I dont get my hopes up anymore because everytime i do it someone comes along and sends them pushing down. I havent really got in touch or met anyone else that was my age or wanted to hang out with me. so now everytime I meet someone I tend to stay away or keep some distance so I dont get attach to them and then they leave or i have to leave. and if you read up to here I appreciate you reading this I know there are other people who have it worse but right now for me Life Really Sucks | |
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